Icing Red, 1

Bad news/ part 1

Monday at school, Carlos didn't show up. I tried to call him but he woudn't answer. So after class I went at the entry of Oakwood forrest, after what had happened I didn't want to enter it anymore so i just sent him a message and waited. He came and told me he had something to tell me i got really scared beacause he looked serious..

Carlos: "We're moving."

Me: "What ?! Why?!!"

Carlos:" The hunters found us!"

Me:"I'm coming with you!!"

Carlos:" Are you insane! You have a lot here! A family, a school!"

Me:" Yeah but I also have you! I can't let you go! I can't let us go!"

Carlos:" How can you say us when nothing ever started!"

Me:" You are the reason i didn't commit suicide! You're the only hope i have!"

Carlos:" It's over."

Me:" But you told me you would wait! You told me you loved me! How can you just forget that!"

I then started to cry like i never cried before..

Carlos:" It was a mistake! We were a mistake! Goodbye, Issys.. I'll never forget you."

Me:"I REFUSE! Please don't go!I cant live without you! I LOVE YOU!!"

I could see that while he was walking away he was crying too. I never, never, never thought i would love someone other than my friends or family! I didn't even like Daniel that much! I was so sad that when i got home i stayed in my room and cried for hours.

The next morning my dad woke me up..

Dad:" Issys it's time to go!"

I was so sad i coudn't wake up..

Dad:" Come on sweetheart!"

I then turned around..

Dad:" What happened! Your eyes are all red!"

Me:" It's over dad, he's gone!"

Dad:" Who!?"

Me:"Carlos"

I then started to cry again..

Dad:" I thought I told you not to hang out with him! Now your heartbroken! Where is he i'm going to teach him a lesson!"

I got really mad..

Me:"DON'T YOU LISTEN! HE IS GONE!!

Dad:" What do you mean?"

Me:" He moved !"

Dad:" Oh! Ok"

Me:" I don't want to go to school! Leia hates me and Daniel is dating her and now Carlos is gone."

Dad:"Sometimes life gets hard, but most of the time you need to fight it!"

Me:"I already fought it and i'm tired."

I honestly didn't know how i was going to get over him. Some might say that he was just a boy but for me he was a lot more..