Meet Me When I'm Asleep

Chapter 8 - Attachment

Lisa's POV

As expected, Jennie acts weird as soon as she woke up. Earlier she called me to pick her up from work so i did. Busan is quite a drive but i wouldn't mind if it was Jennie.

"Girlfriend???" Jennie squeal that startles me and Lilly. She almost cry but Jennie is fast to put her back to sleep. "H-how?"

"What? I don't get it Jennie. Sometimes you're okay and there's this time, just like now you're acting strange."

"Just tell me Lisa, how on earth i end up being your girlfriend?" her tone was still confused so i guess she's not joking.

I took a deep sigh before i answer her nonsense question. " You remember after Paragliding?" I asked her and she shakes her head . "Well after that, i drive you home and asked for your number. After that we sort of communicating thru calls and then just yesterday, you said Yes to me." i explain but im sure it didn't sink in to her cause her face is all scrunched.

"I don't remember. What about my boyfriend?" She asked like she didn't really remember a thing.

"You told me you were just lying to annoy me." i honestly answer.

Jennie remained silent but i could say she's not lying when she can't remember, it seems like she was really under confusion.

"Look if you we're thinking about regretting being my girlfriend, i would accept whatever you want." It hurts honestly, im attached to her but i don't want to force her.

"Lisa i know you don't believe me but i don't really remember a thing." she massages her temple.

"Its okay." i sigh and turn on the next street to my apartment. "Im sorry if i forced you."

"No it's okay. Im just confused." She whispers and shift her attention to Lilly who is sleeping on her lap.

Just by looking at her with a baby on the lap, i could say she'll be a good mother. I wish to our child.

"I'll just bring Lilly to my apartment. Her babysitter was there then I'll drive you home." I said but she didn't give me an answer.

Maybe it was too fast for her, we only know each other for less that a month and half and i can't blame her. But dating means getting to know each other right? Im hoping she won't take back her words, now that im too overwhelmed by her, i don't think i can let go of her.

We reached the apartment almost five in afternoon. My friend AKA Lilly's babysitter Rosé took her so we don't have to leave the car. Luckily Lilly didn't woke up or else she'll cry for sure. She's just a typical four year old baby girl.

"Im sorry." i blurted just to break the silence between us. After the paragliding when i bring her home, she held my hand while im driving and it seriously the thing i dreamt of, she's just slowly fulfilling it.

"For what?" she answers but her tone was flat.

"For startling you? We can break u...."

"Its fine. I'm just having a headache." She cuts me off.

Im worried cause i don't know whats wrong with her. "Can't you really remember?" she just hummed no.

Although i want to ask her how on earth that happened, i chose to remain muted even though it hurts me when she isn't saying a thing until we reached the front of her apartment.

Um, so are you going in or not?" i asked.

"Okay... can you come with me" she said, making me follow her inside. The last time i came here, she didn't let me in.