Meet Me When I'm Asleep

Chapter 11 - Night Sky

Jennie's POV

My eyes widen when realization hits me. I must've gone insane!!

"Lis??What did you just say?" Kai gasped, looking like a knife had just stabbed his chest.

I stared at him for a moment, trying to grasp what was actually happening. I remember going for a round two with Lisa, and then I wake up making love to him. It was one of those moments where you're awake but it's like you're taking your dream with you.

"Kai.. I.."

Mino? Lis?!! What's next Jennie?!" gritted his teeth, immediately pushing himself off me. He stood across the bed, facing me. His face was really pale and you could clearly see the veins forming in his neck.

"I don't.."

"You don't know? Again?!! Is that even possible cause i myself never dreamt of person i don't know!!" he scoffed. He paced around the room with his hand going through his hair. "How could that be you don't know? You mentioned that fucking name while you were fucking me.How could you possibly mention another guy's name while you're with me? Please just... I... ugh... fuck."

He sat down on the floor and buried his head in his hands. I didn't know if he was crying or trying to hide his anger.

Im sure he's referring to Mino, but im not sure if he's taking 'Lis' as a guy too.

I knelt down beside him and reluctantly placed my hand on his shoulder. "Kai, please believe me. It was just a dream. It was nothing." As much as it pained me to say that it was nothing, I felt like I had to. It's not like I could tell him about Lisa right now while he was in this state.

"How long has this been going on?" he asked.

"What?"

"How long have you been dreaming of him?"

I looked into his deep brown eyes, and all I could see was pain, masked with tears that were about to fall.

"This was the first time I ever dreamt of him," I lied. I don't know who he's been referring.

"Wow, really? And you were fucking him right away?" he snapped. "Don't even try to deny it because you were moaning out loud even before we started."

"Jesus, Jongin! it was a dream!" I sighed out loud. "I wasn't able to control it, it just happened."

Jongin got up and marched towards the bed, getting two of his pillows.

"What are you doing?"

He turned to me and chuckled sarcastically. "It all makes sense now. I'm sleeping in my studio. Don't bother me."

"What makes sense?" I asked, quickly following him to the other room but he's quick enough to lock the door.

"Kai please talk to me.." i feel like im about to cry. "It was nothing!"

"Just go to sleep Jennie. I have a big day tomorrow. You don't want me to ditch it don't you?!" he screamed. I want to explain everything but i decided not to, he's right, he has an exhibit tomorrow and i don't want to ruin it.

I hazily went back to the room and slump myself on the bed letting my tears flow, i just decided to sleep it off, hoping my dreams would make up for this horrible night we just had.

Why are you doing this to me? why do i have to be attached to someone nonexistent? Why do i have to know her just for my life to get ruined.

"Hey, what's with the sulky face?" Lisa asked, shaking the bottom of my chin with her hand. "Cheer up!" Just i was expecting my dreams to continue, it didn't.