The Seatmate (Bleeding Hearts Series #2)

02

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"Bye Els! Bye Shy!"

Four of my friends left us here in the waiting shed here sa service area after they said their goodbyes. Shy, the other friend of mine ay sinusundo pa din service just like me. Sila Issa, Sam, Alexa and Niki eh nagcocommute na. 

Napaka overprotective talaga ng parents ko na they never trust me to go to school all by myself. Ever since I was kinder, hanggang ngayong highschool na ako ay ganon padin.

I'm not holding any grudge. I think I wouldn't be able to protect myself if anything dangerous will happen to me. I might be brave in front of many people but I still have my own weaknesses. They just thought na porket matalino at may pinag-aralan na ay kaya na yung mga bagay bagay sa buhay. 

I don't even know how to cook! Yes, I am knowledgeable in school but not at home.

Nagmamatyag-matyag lang ako sa surroundings ko if ever na andyan na yung service. It's now 4:00 pm and its been an hour since our class was dismissed. Ganito talaga yung service namin, kung di napaka-aga, napaka-late naman. 

I really hate people whenever they aren't consistent about their assigned job or work. Hays, forgive me if I have a lot of complaints, masyado talaga akong concern sa paligid ko.

Siyempre, If i will continue to wait for nothing because I know late na naman yung service ko ay nagbasa nalang ako ng Science book ko. I really need to catch up with today's lesson because I wasn't present. My tonight's schedule is already stuck in my head. I'm gonna read the lesson from the book while i hold back hanggang sa biyahe papuntang house so that pag-uwi ko, I'll just eat dinner and proceed on doing my ISN. I am lucky na Shy let me borrow her ISN for a while para naman may guide ako sa babasahin ko sa libro.

Shy poked me in my shoulders making me flinched because I think I happen to have bruise on that part. I think Shy read the visible expression brought by my face at nag-alala siya kalagayan ko ngayon.

"Uy okay ka lang?" 

She doesn't know where to touch me so she just stood by my front and leaned her body a little bit so that she can closely look at my face. I just held my hand stating na wag na lang iyon isipin. She didn't pry on kaya inaya niya nalang ako na pumunta sa tusok-tusok sa labas ng school namin. 

Libre niya naman daw so ano pa bang magagawa ko?

Napakagalante talaga ni Shy kahit na sa anong bagay. Siya nga mostly yung nanlilibre sa akin ng merienda kase she also knows that I don't eat lunch. Grabe talaga magcare sa akin yung mga kaibigan ko and I can feel that I am very important to them. I am so lucky to have them in my life.

"Uyyyy"

I overheard someone saying that near me. Hindi na ako lumingon to find that person's voice because I know na hindi naman ako yung tinatawag. Snob na kung snob pero I don't want to pry on people's business kahit ano pa ang mangyari.

pwera nalang if that's some tea. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA

"Grabe naman Elaiza."