The Eyes Of An Angel

Chapter 33

--Sorry i took so long to update, i've been busy!--

Chapter 33:

When i woke up, i looked up at Niall. He smiled at me and i suddenly felt warm inside. My cheeks were suddenly hot. I smiled back and hid my face behind my hands so he wouldn't see me blushing. Why am i blushing?! Nothing even happened!

He moved my hands away from my face and looked me in the eyes. I smiled, looking straight into his eyes.

I could feel him leaning in more and more. I wanted to move, it's just not right. I can't do this to Louis! But... I can't move, i don't why, i just can't..

I tried to move but my body was stuck in place as his lips brushed gently against mine. He forced his lips harder against mine. Then, the door creeked open. I tried to push him off, but it was like he was glued to my lips. I squirmed lightly and he pulled away, smiling.

I looked over at the door. Louis. Shit!

Lou's eyes were filled with tears.

"Louis, i didn't-" i stopped talking as he shook his head harshly and walked out of the room fast. "Lou! Wait!" I yelled, pushing Niall away and running after Louis.

Great. This is just wonderful.

"Louis, i didn't mean to!!" I yelled again, still running.

I ran up to Lou and grabbed his shoulders so he stopped walking.

"Get away from me!" He exclaimed harshly.

I looked at the floor saddly.

"I hate you Lexi! I really do!" He forced himself out of my grip and ran out the door.

My eyes filled with tears the second he said that. He hates me...

I don't blame him, i hate myself too. Who wouldn't hate me? I hurt him! I'm a complete idiot!

I stared at the floor, letting tears drip out of my eyes and splash onto the ground.

Harry walked out of his room and stood beside me, rubbing my back lightly, then hugging me.

"It's alright Lexi... Everything will be okay.." He said gently.

I was frozen in place, i couldn't move. My lips were trembling, trying to say something. No words were coming out of my mouth. A very soft wail escaped my mouth.

"Shhhh.." Harry said softly, hugging me again, and not letting go this time.

"I-i'm an idiot..." I said very softly, "i hate myself.."

"Don't say that, love," Hazza said quietly, "you aren't an idiot, and you have no reason to hate yourself."

"I hurt everyone Haz, i always hurt people somehow.. I hate myself for that.." I said as he wiped my tears.

He lifted up my chin and looked me in the eyes. "It's not your fault, things happen. Don't hate yourself.." He reassured me.

I nodded softly and threw myself into his arms, clinging onto him.

"I'm s-sorry..." I mumbled into his chest.

"It's alright." He replied, wrapping his arms around me.

"C-can we go back to your r-room?" My voice was muffled from his chest.

"Yeah." He replied, kissing my head.

I sniffled and nodded, walking back into the room with Hazza.

I sat on the bed next to him and Niall stood up.

"I'm just gonna.. um leave.." Niall said quietly, walking out of the room.

I layed back on the bed next to Harry and rested my head on his chest.

"Hey Alex?" He asked, playing with my hair.

"Yeah..?" I replied, wiping my tears.

"Um... I.. I still love you Lexi, i really do... And i always will." He said softly.

A smile plastered across my face suddenly.

"I love you too.. Forever..." I added onto what he said.

"I love you more." He smiled.

"I love you the most.. 'Cause i love you.. To infinity." I smiled back.

"And beyond." He finished, smiling and looking me in the eyes.

I smiled, feeling my heart flutter.

My phone vibrated, and i looked down, looking at the message. It was Louis.

'We're over..' The text read.

I held back my tears and texted back. 'k.'

I looked back up at Harry.

"Me and Lou broke up.." I said quietly, frowning.

"Don't worry, love." He looked me in the eyes.

"I love you..." I said really softly.

"I love you too, to infinity." He smiled.

"And beyond.." I finished, forgetting about the bad news.

Maybe Harry is the right one for me. Maybe this is a sign..