Hidden {Bakugo x reader}

Chapter 6

For some reason, I started to get jumpy and panicked as we got closer to the school, I clutched onto Izuku's jacket tighter, we walked into class and I immediately spotted Kacchan, we made eye contact and I stopped, he scoffed and looked the other way, I looked down shamefully and sat down behind him, Aizawa started to teach and I started to feel worse and worse, I laid my head down in my hands, holding back tears, I felt so overwhelmed, I was sitting here and class, when my grandmother was dead, I was alone, I felt so guilty, tears pricked at my eyes and my jaw clenched, I sniffed and held them back, I looked up and reached into my bag, I found what I was looking for and raised my hand, "Mr. Aizawa, c-could I please use the restroom?" I cursed myself for my voice cracking, he looked at my shaking form, I felt the classes' eyes on me, he nodded and I shot up, I ran out of the class and into the bathroom, I sunk to the floor and sobbed, I tried to be quiet the best I could, I held my grandmother's necklace in my hands, I got up and shakily stood by the sink, I looked at the tiny blade in my hand, I stripped off my jacket and held the blade to my wrist, I slashed it, once, twice, soon it was four five then six, I looked at my blooded wrist, the guilt no longer as strong, I jumped when there was a knock on the door,  "S-Someone's in here!" They were quiet for a second before a female answered, "Hey, it's Uraraka, I'm here with Mina as well....are you ok?" I looked at my wrist and back to the door, I peeked open the door and looked at the two girls, "H-Hey guys..... I'm fine, please go back to class." They looked at each other, "We don't believe that, what's really wrong?" Mina questions, I just stare at them, Mina puts a hand in the door, I jump, "Let's talk, I can tell your hiding something." I try to push the door back, "No no no, it's fine please leave!" The both overpower me in my weak form, they come in and see my fully feared face and blooded wrist, I look at the girls, "Oh my....Oh my god! Wha- we need to get you to recovery girl, she-" she stops when she see's the bloody blade on the sink, he face darkens, "Did.... did you do this?" I stared at her, before slowly nodding and looking down, my head shoots up, "We can't go to recovery girl though! She'll make me go to therapy!" The two girls look at each other, Mina sighs, "Ok, let's get you cleaned up then you can explain what this is," I nodded, I cleaned up the cuts and was about to slide my jacket back on when Uraraka stopped me, I sighed and showed her my wrist, she examined it while I started to explain everything, my parents, Kacchan, my grandma, her suicide, the fight, the beer, just everything, when I was done they looked shocked, Mina pulled me into a hug, my eyes water and I start to sob into her shoulder, Uraraka hugs us both, we sit there for a while before Uraraka pulls back, "We need to get back to class, put on your jacket." I nod and slide on my jacket, shoving the blade into my pocket without the girls seeing, "Wait, before we go," Mina stopped us, we turned around, "Do you- Do you do this anywhere else? The cuts I mean?" I look down shamefully, I nod, Mina sighs, "You can explain later, for now let's get to class." I nod and we continue out, we get to class and I take a deep breath before putting on a fake smile and opening the door, I walk back to my seat, reassuring people who were worried, I made eye contact with Mr. Aizawa and I smile, he nodded and continued the lesson, the bell rung and it was time for lunch, everyone got up and I tugged on Kacchan's shirt, "Hey....can we please talk? In the hallway maybe? Sorry if you don't want to, meet me by the water fountain." I walked out before he could respond, Mina grabbed my wrist, I choked back a yelp and she pulled back apologetically, "Sorry, you comin to lunch?" I smiled and shook my head, "Sorry, gotta go somewhere! I'll try to meet you there though!" She nodded and skipped off, I walked a few hallways down and found the water fountain, I checked my phone, 12:28, lunch starts at 12:30 so he's probably coming.....

12:35, lunch just started, he probably was telling his friends he has to be somewhere.....

12:47, it's a little less than halfway through lunch, I sink back down to the floor and lay my head on my knees, he's still coming, right?

12:58, a little over halfway through lunch, he wouldn't stand me up right?

1:00, lunch is over in five minutes, I choke back a sob and stand up, I brush off my skirt and wipe my nose, I turn the corner and run into someone, "Oh, my bad." I look up at the person, it's none other than Kacchan,  I smile, "Hey....." he sees my swollen eyes and red nose and scoffed, "Were you crying?" I laugh and shake my head, "Just allergies, Anyways, I know sorry won't cut it, but I'm so sorry for everything, I know that wasn't right and I don't know what got into me, don't worry, Karma came back and bit me in the ass, if there's anything I can do- anything at all, I'll do it, I really just don't want to lose you, you don't have to forgive me, but i'd really love it if you did." I finished my speech and stared at him, he just looked at me, "Come over later." I was shocked at his statement and my mouth gaped open like an idiot, ".....What?" He scoffed, "You heard me, I live in the same house, we can talk there." I smile and nod, "Sounds good! We need to start to class though," "Tch, did you eat?" I looked at him, "Aww look who's worried!" I pinched his cheek, he scoffed, his face tinting pink, "I'm not fucking worried! You are!" I laugh, "Sure buddy." We continued to class in a comfortable silence, the bell rung just as we made it to class, we walked in and I stopped in my tracks, Izuku, Mina, and Uraraka were all talking in the corner, sharing worried faces, no, their not talking about me, maybe their talking about the last hero death?! Uraraka spotted me staring at them and jumped, she whispered something to Izuku and he looked at me, he started walking over and Kacchan scoffed and walked off, I looked at his back panicking, Izuku caught up to me, "Hey Izu!" I smiled, he looked at me and then to my wrist, "We're talking about that later." I sighed, "I have to go somewhere," "Where?" I groaned loudly, "To Kacchan's, he wants to talk about what happened." Izu looked me up and down before starting to walk away, I grabbed his arm, "Hey, please don't tell anyone, please?" He sighed, "I'll try." I yanked him back to face me, "No, none of that 'I'll try' shit, don't tell anyone, it's not your business to be spreading, Mina and Uraraka shouldn't have told you in the first place," he glared at me and I glared back, our faces inches apart, I sighed and let go of him, "Sorry, sorry, just.....try?" He nodded soldemly and walk off, I rubbed my face and sat down in my seat, I smirked and lightly kicked Kacchan's chair, he ignored it, I kicked it harder, he turned around, "Fucking stop." I snickered as he turned back around, Aizawa started to teach, I lightly flicked his hair, his head whipped around, "BITCH I JUST SAID STOP!" He whisper yelled, I giggled, he glared at me, just as he was turning around I kicked his chair, hard, his chair scooted forward into the desk, he coughed, I laughed so loud, I banged my fist on the desk, wheezing, "What seems to be the issue?" Mr. Aizawa asks, "Th-This bitch keeps *WHEEZE*  Fucking kicking *COUGH COUGH*  My chair!" I wheeze harder as he trys to speak, my face starts to turn red as I continue to laugh, I calm down and look at him, he's glaring at me with such rage in his eyes it causes me to hold back another laugh, "Calm down l/n, now's not the time." I calm down and he continues to teach, I contemplated kicking his chair again but decided against it, it was finally time to leave and I stood up, I grabbed my stuff and walked up to Kacchan, "Hey, can I head home and and come to your house around 5?" He nodded and started walking away, I smiled and turned to Izu, I skipped up to him, we started chatting and heading home, we got there and Inko instructed us to go to my house and get my stuff, I nodded and we went upstairs to get some suitcases, I would be using the ones there and these ones, we started off and once we got there, there were still cops in front of the house, we explained what we were doing and they let us through. I walked into my now cold and dead house, the place were everything had happened.