Hidden {Bakugo x reader}

Chapter 8

"Hello?" "Hey it's Mina! "Oh hey!" "Midoriya gave me your number, and he told me you could sing!" "Did he?" "He did, but can you?" "Well I mean I can," "Are you cutting yourself? You sound like we caught you in something?" "No." "Anyways, we called to ask if you want to be part of the dance comity, that includes singing, it's for a party thing class 1-A is hosting, I can explain later, will you join?" "Well it depends." "Please?" "I'll be apart of it for now, but that can change." "Hey! Y/n! It's Uraraka!" "Oh hey, are you all together?" "Yep all the girls are at the mall." "Alright," "Wanna join?" "I can't I'm with Kacchan." "You should tell him you cut yourself, he could help." "WHAT NO! HE'D FREAK!" "...." "I'm sorry, I just- I just can't" "It's fine, it's not our business anyways." "Well I got to go." "Cya!" "Yea see ya later." I hung up, Kacchan started to speak, "So your grandmother committed suicide and you didn't tell me?" "I just did didn't I?" I mocked, we sat in silence again before I stood up, "Is that all? I really must be going, I barely got any sleep last night and I'm tired." Just as I was about to walk out the door he grabbed my wrist, I flinched at the pain and looked back at him, he suddenly pulled me into a hug, I clenched the back of his shirt, holding back tears, he patted down my hair, I sobbed into his shoulder, after a minute or two I pulled off him and wiped my nose, I smile widely, "Thanks! I needed that!" "Who were you on the phone with?" He questions, "Oh it was-" I was cut off by a knock on the door, Kacchan growled and opened it,  "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING IN MY DAMN HOUSE??" Kacchan screamed at someone, the person on the other side answered, I couldn't hear though, to quiet,  Kacchan scoffed and turned to look at me, I looked at him, confused, "No." Kacchan declared, I wanted to laugh, he sounded so serious, then he screamed, "I SAID NO DAMN IT! BECAUSE APPARENTLY YA'LL DON'T COMFORT HER ENOUGH SO I'M HELPING HER." I stood shocked, he cared? He's so nice to help me,  "I have pajamas she can wear, she just needs her uniform." 'Wait are they talking about me? Why would I need Kacchan's pjs?'  He turns around to face me, "Soooo, what's happening?" I ask, "You're staying here tonight."  "Hell yea! Fucking bet!" I pump my fist into the air, he sits on his bed, waiting for them to get back, I sit down next to him, he looks at me and I smile, "Thanks for helping me, I really appreciate it." I lay my hand on his and he looks at it like it's the first time anyone's ever done something like that, "Are you ok?" I ask, going to pull my hand away, he grabs it, "Bitch, where do you think you're going??" He stares at our hands intensely, like their gonna run away or something, my face heats up slightly, I laugh, "Kacchan, if you wanted to hold hands, you could have just asked." "I want to hold hands." He's so blunt, I lay back onto his pillow, pulling him with me, we lay starfish, holding hand between us, I pull my phone out of my pocket and turn it on, I open a chat between me and Mina and we start just talking, random stuff, ya know? Kacchan leans over to look at our conversation, his head resting on my shoulder, I felt oddly comfortable, we laid like this for a little bit before he takes out his phone, he's about to turn it on when there's a knock on the door, we both shoot up, he growls and gets up to open the door, I stop him, "I'll get it, you chill." He scoffs and lays back down, going on his phone, I open the door and there's Izu, with my uniform, "Hey! Thanks bro!" I take it from him, "Can I talk to Kacchan?" I sigh, "I'll try." I turn around, "Yo Kacchan! Izu wants to talk to you." He growls, "Hell no! Tell him I'm not here!" I laugh at his childish behavior, "Come on dude, this once." He scoffs and gets up, he walks out the door and shuts it behind him, I continue to go through my phone, after a little bit he slams the door open, I jump, "Hey! How'd it go?" He ignores me and grabs my arm, yanking me up, "Woah, WOAH! What're you doing?"he ignores me and starts to pull me downstairs, he throws me into a chair and Mitsuki walks over, "Sorry about him dear, he got into an argument with Izuku and now he's mad, he- BE MORE GENTLE WITH THEM BRAT! Anyways," Kacchan was in the kitchen, getting us both food, "He'll get better." She excused herself to go yell at her son, I laughed and waited, soon Kacchan threw a bowl of food at me and I started to dig in, we finished and I realized we would have to sleep tonight, to be honest I was scared to sleep, I don't want to have another nightmare, I eyed the coffee machine, contemplating making some, Kacchan pulls me upstairs before I can,  he starts searching through his draws for something, he throws some clothes at me, I smile and run to the bathroom, I put on the sweatpants and overly sized T-shirt he gave me, I stare at my wrist, I'll just have to make sure he doesn't see them, I bring my other clothes back to the room, I set them down and look over to Kacchan, his face is pretty red and he won't look directly at me, I laugh, "So where am I sleeping?" "In my bed." "Um ok? Where are you sleeping?" "In my bed." I stare at him blankly, waiting for him to realize what he just said, "B-But, I'm far to big to sleep with you! We can't both-" he cuts me off with a scoff, "Yes we can." He turns off his lamp and grabs my arm, he pulls me close to him in the darkness, "Watch." He lays down in bed and pulls me under with him, he faces the wall and I face the other wall, I sigh, "Goodnight Kacchan." "'Night nerd." I laugh slightly before letting out a shaky breath, I clothes my eyes, soon, I'm asleep....

I'm back in my old room, I'm surrounded by beer bottles, I shot up and start to run to my grandmother's room, "Grandma! I'm scared help me!" A dark red liquid seeps from under the door, I scream and pull away, I look down the stairs, Kacchan's in the doorway, "YEA! ENJOY YOUR DAMN BEERS! I HOPE THEIR WORTH LOSING A FRIEND!" He slams the door, I race downstairs, but when I open the door I'm met with flashing red and blue lights, I see Izuku and run to him, I grab his arm, he shoves me away, "This is all your fault, she's dead because of you!" I sob, "No it's not! NO IT'S NOT MY FAULT! IT'S NOT MY FAULT I SWEAR, IT'S NOT MY FAULT,  IT-" I was cut off, *BOOM*  I cover my ears and turn around, I run over to a dying Kacchan, "It's all your damn fault, I hope you die." His last words, were cursing me, now, I was broken and all I could do was scream...

"IT'S NOT MY FAULT!" I grip my hair and pull my knees to my chest, "NO! KACCHAN! DON'T LEAVE ME! THIS ISN'T RIGHT! IT'S NOT MY FAULT! KACCHAN! NO-" "Oi!" I look over, shaking, to see the dark silhouette of Kacchan, he wraps his arms around me, I clench his shirt, "Kacchan! You-you died! And-and you said it was my fault! And the beers, and you died!" I clenched his shirt, sobbing, he rubbed my back, slowly pulling me down to lay with him, I huddle up to his chest, afraid to lose him, my tears slow and I feel myself drifting off, but I feel so safe, huddled up to Kacchan......