Chapter 12

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I get up and walk with her to her room, we sit in her bed, she grabs my hand in a comforting manner, I smile gently at her, "Hey.... I don't really know how to start this conversation, but I just got off the phone with Mr. Aizawa, he..... we decided to trust that you will try to stop, but, earlier you said there was more, can I see?" I stare at her before sighing, I slip off my skirt and then my leggings, she gasps as she stares at my legs, I try to smile, "Hey, it's ok.... I'm fine, these are just scars, I haven't cut in awhile, I'm trying to stop, I promise," I put my clothes back on and sit next to her, "I haven't told you but I have bipolar depression, meaning I can be really happy, but then really sad, understand?" She nods slightly, I smile, "Let's talk about positive stuff! I'm in the dance comity! I get to sing at a party we're having next week!" She looks at me and smiles, "I remember how good you used to be when you were younger.... sing me a song, will you?" I smile at her and look past her facade, she looks so tired, I realize it's dark out and I should put her to bed early, I start to sing, 

"Are you, are you, comin' to the tree? They strung up a man, they say who murdered three,"

It doesn't sound like a lullaby, but the beat is calming, I stroke her face and lay her down,

"Strange things did happened here, no stranger would it be, if we met, at midnight, in the hanging tree, are you, are you, comin to the tree, where dead man call out, for his love to flee."

I pull the covers over her and stroke her face, she slowly closes her eyes to my soft voice, 

"Strange things did happened here, no stranger would it be, if we met at midnight, in the hanging tree,"

I end the song early as I realize she's asleep, I kiss her forehead and turn off her lamp, I continue to hum the tune as I walk back to Izu's room, I find him half asleep on the laptop, I laugh, I take the laptop from him and set it aside, "Hey, time for bed...." I start to tuck him in, "No.... I'm not done...." he tries, I smile and once he's fully tucked in I hum him a soft tune, lulling him to sleep further, once he's asleep I grab his phone, I unlock it and go to his contacts, I pull up a group chat of the class and find Kacchan's number, I dial it into my phone, I plug in Izu's phone and then I change into some pjs, I text Kacchan, 

                                                                                                                                              YOU

              Hey Kacchan, it's y/n, I know your probably not up but still, I stole your    contact from Izu's phone and I thought i'd say hi

Kacchan

I'm up, now go to bed dumbass

                                                                                                                                                YOU

             I'm not tired, why are you still awake? I thought you went to bed early, it's like 9

Kacchan

I'm up because I can't fucking sleep, and I don't care, go to bed

                                                                                                                                                  YOU

                                                                                                           No, we should meet up

Kacchan

Are you fucking stupid? Hell no

I sigh and walk to the bathroom, then I call him, he answers after a few rings, "Are you fucking crazy? I'm not sneaking out with you." I laugh, "Come on Kacchan! It'll be fun! And it'll tire us out! Please?" He's quiet for a second before he responds, "No." I frown, "Please Kacchan? I'll do anything!" He's silent again before he again answers, "Fine, where do ya wanna meet?" I laugh, "The park. The one we used to play at when we were kids," He scoffs from the other side, "Fucking fine, I'll meet you there, bye." Then he hangs up, I smile and start to redress, I change into black sweatpants and a black sports bra, then I slide on a plaid jacket, I button the first few, leaving most of it open, so you could see my bra, I then write a note and leave it by Izu's bed, just in case, I grab 20 bucks and walk downstairs, I pull out my shoes and put them on, I walk outside and into the chilly air, once I'm outside I pull my hair up into a messy bun, (ignore if you have short hair) then I'm on my way, I slowly walk to the park, ignoring the nighttime crackheads, I made it to the park before he did and I sit on the swings, waiting.

Bakugo's p.o.v

I lay in bed, I was supposed to be asleep an hour ago but I just couldn't stop thinking, I would think about school, then y/n, then my project, then y/n, then how much I hate Deku, then y/n, it always led back to her, she gives me this weird feeling, I like it and don't at the same time, I watch my phone from my bed as it sits on my dresser, desperately hoping she would text me, but she doesn't have my number, then, *PING*  I grab my phone quickly and look it over, to my luck, it was y/n, I smile slightly and we talk for a minute before she calls me, I contemplate answering and then I do, "Are you fucking crazy? I'm not sneaking out with you." I start with, even though I really did want to, She laughs on the other side, "Come on Kacchan! It'll be fun! And it'll tire us out! Please?" I'm quiet for a second before I answer, "No." I can practically hear her frown on the other side, "Please Kacchan? I'll do anything!" I'm silent again before I again answer, "Fine, where do ya wanna meet?" She laughs, "The park. The one we used to play at when we were kids," I scoffs from the other side, "Fucking fine, I'll meet you there, bye." Then I hang up, I change into some ripped jeans and a punisher shirt, then I slip on my shoes and fix my hair, I make sure my parents are asleep before heading off, it doesn't take me long to get to the park, I see a lonely girl sitting on the swing, I scoff, Y/n looks up at me and smiles, she stands up, and that's when I see her full outfit, she's wearing black sweatpants and a black sports bra with a less than halfway buttoned plaid, my face heats up and I look away, "W-What the fuck are you wearing?" I curse myself for stuttering, I look back at her and she's also blushing, she scratches her neck, "Clothes, unless you prefer I wear something else~" then there it is! THAT FUCKING FACE! I scoff and look away, she laughs, "A-Anyways, we should go get ice cream! I brought money!" She holds up a twenty, I curse myself again for not thinking about that, we start walking to the small ice cream parlor a little ways away, "So... why couldn't you sleep?" She asks, "Tch, I was thinking about yo- stuff!" I try to stop myself but she catches it, she has this smug smirk on her face as she turns to me, "Oh? What was that Kacchan? Wanna repeat it?" I scoff and look away, my face tinted, she looks up as we walk, "Wow, the moon's so pretty." She compliments, I look up as well, She was right, it was very beautiful, I look at her, her head is tilted up, her soft plump lips pointing to the sky, her soft h/l hair tied up, her soft skin looks so warm, I realize I'm staring and look away,  she looks forward again, I look down, and there's her hand, it looks so soft, should I grab it? I want to but should I? Before I could decide she wraps her pinkie around mine, as if she was to scared to hold my whole hand, I look at her face, it was slightly red and her eyes were trained forward, I smirk and wrap my whole hand around hers, my face heats a little as we walk, hand in hand, to the parlor, a comfortable silence greeting us, we make it to the small parlor and we walk inside, she squints at the sudden bright lights, we walk to look at all the flavors, her face lights up as she spots f/I/c (favorite/ice/cream) I already know what I'm getting so I just watch her, she looks at me and smiles, my heart melts slightly, I send her a half hearted smile and she looks shocked for a moment before she pinches my cheeks and looks at me, "Do that more often, it's cute." Before I can respond she lets go and walks off to the counter, my face heats up and I stomp over to her, "You-" I was cut off, "What flavor do you want? I'm getting f/I/c!" It takes me a minute before I get myself together, "I'm getting chocolate." She laughs, "Your so simple." I scoff, "So What?? Just fuck off already!" She laughs again and I can't help but stare at her as he does, she shakes her head and tells the scooper what we want, I get a bowl and she gets a cone, we walk out and sit on a nearby bench, we start eating and I finish before her, I stare at her for a minute before she turns to me, "What?" I shake my head and turn away,  soon she finishes and we throw away our trash, we start walking before she stops, I turn to her, "Kacchan! Carry me!" I stare at her, "Hell no!" I scream, "Come on! Please! I just bought you ice cream!" I stare at her, I scoff, before turning around, "Yay!" She hops onto my back and we continue to the park, my face heats up as I feel her breasts against my back, she lays her head on my neck and sniffs in, "Are you smelling me?" I ask, she laughs in my ear, I shiver, "Yea! You smell like Carmel!" I scoff, "No I fucking don't!" We continue to chat as we make it to the park, we sit on the swings and talk, soon she looks at the time, "Oh shit, it's 12! I gotta head back!" I grab her hand, "I'll walk you." She smiles, "Thanks Kacchan!" I smile slightly and walk next to her, still holoding hands, sadly we make it to her house and she looks at me, she raises her other hand and holds my shoulder, she gives me a quick peck on the cheek and opens the door, "Bye Kacchan!" She shuts it, I touch where she kissed me, her lips were so soft but it was so fast I didn't get to enjoy it, but it felt so good! I make it back to my house and change, I fall into bed and realize she was right, that did tire me out, I hug my pillow as I fall into a dreamless slumber.

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