I quickly peck his cheek before opening the door, "Bye Kacchan!" I shut it, I exhale and hold my chest, my face heated as I walk upstairs, I walk into Izu's room and throw away the note, he didn't wake, I change into some pjs and take down my hair, I brush my teeth and hair and hop onto my futon, I snuggle up and close my eyes,
"Y/n!"
Arms are wrapped around me, I'm back in the void, I look down and my grandma is hugging me, I smile, "Gran!" I hug her back, she looks up at me, tears streaming down her face, "I'm sorry, I couldn't apologize correctly, the lord has allowed me to come say goodbye, I'm so sorry for everything, I know I was treating you badly but I-I just- I looked at you and saw your parents, and I just- didn't know how to react." I look at her, caressing her cheek, "Hey, it's ok," I kiss her forehead, "I loved you just the same, before you have to go back let's talk!" She smiles and let's go of me, we sit on the floor, and talk, I tell her about Bakugo, my favorite color, just everything, and she tells me about the heavens, soon she lays her hand on mine, "Hey, I'm sorry, but I have to leave, dreams only last 15 minutes tops, we've been talking for almost an hour, before I go," she pauses, "Sing me a song." I smile at her, I grab her and gently lay her head on my lap, I stroke her hair and start to sing the song she sung me when I was younger, when I still had my parents,
"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when sky's are grey, you'll never know dear, how much I love you, please don't take my sunshine away."
I look down and her body is starting to fade away, tears start streaming down my face as I sing the second part of the song,
"The other night dear, as I lay sleeping, I dreamt I held you, in my arms, when I awoke dear, I was mistaken, so I held my head, and cried."
I looked down and she was gone, I smiled, "I love you, say hi to my parents for me....."
I gasped and shot up, I was in my futon, I smiled as I remembered the dream, I look at the clock, 2:38, I sigh and lay back down, soon, I'm back asleep, this time, a dreamless slumber greets me....
I wake up to Izu's alarm, I get up as he just lays there, I'm in a pretty happy mood considering what happened last night, I bounce to the bathroom and I brush my teeth and hair, I walk back to his room and he's getting dressed, I walk in on him without a shirt, he tries to cover himself, "Y-Y/N!" I laugh, "Chill bro, I'm not looking." He gulps and continues to change, I take my clothes to the bathroom, or well, I think I do, I'm missing my shirt, I sigh and walk back in my sports bra, turns out her wasn't downstairs like I thought and he was still in the room, I walk in and we both stop, I smile and ignore that his face is a tomato and he keeps looking at my eyes and back to my breasts, I button my shirt and slip on my jacket, I get a message and I check my phone, it was from Mina,
QUEEN 👽💕
Hey, do you play any instruments?
YOU
Yea, guitar, regular and electric
QUEEN 👽💕
Ok, can you bring your regular to school? We're all gonna practice after school
YOU
Yea, sounds good, sys
I grab my guitar and start downstairs, "Why do you have your guitar?" Izu asks, I smile, "Oh, the comity's getting together after school, they wanted me to practice," he nods, soon we're out the door, I explain to him my dream and my time with Kacchan, "Y/n, you can just sneak out whenever you want," I smile and nod, even though I know I'll probably end up doing it again, "But I have a problem," I pause, he looks at me as we walk, "Whenever he's around I get this weird feeling and my face heats up, I don't know what's wrong with me." He laughs, "Oooooh, y/n's got a crush!" I laugh, "Scream louder, I'm sure Canada can't hear you." We laugh, after a little while of walking, we're at U.A., we walk to the class and I set my stuff down, then I hear, "L/n." I turn to look at Mr. Aizawa, this cant be good, I gulp, and nod at him, I walk over to his desk, he gets up and leads me to the door, we walk out and into the hallway, he pulls out his phone and holds it out to me, showing me something, before I can fully see it he pulls it back and taps it, then he shows it to me, my eyes widen, it's a video of my and my little panic attack I had about being ok, I guess Inko had been recording, I was too caught up in myself to realize, I sigh, "That's not me." I joke, he sighs, "You can't keep running from your problems l/n." My eyes snap open, "I'm not!" We stare at each other for a while before I start to rub my temples from the pressure, "Holy shit this is so stupid, why are you still bothering me about this!? I'm fine!" He stares at me, "Well clearly your not! This video is living proof of it! I see through all your fake smiles and laughs!" I glare at him, "Yea! Scream louder! The whole world can't hear you!" I can't believe I'm arguing with a teacher, "You need help! I'm trying to he-" "No your not! You are not my dad! Stop trying! My dad died a long time ago! Stop acting like him! Lord you are just freaking like him! You think this is my first panic attack? You think I've only been cutting for a few months? No! I've been cutting for almost 3 years now! I am UNFIXABLE! I AM FAR BEYOND BROKEN!" I grab my hair by it's roots, "I'm- I'm unfixable," my voice cracks, "Stop trying to fix me! You can't, I am beyond broken Mr. Aizawa, far beyond, PLEASE JUST STOP!" I drop to the floor, my vision starts to blur, my field of vision weakens and start to feel weak, I try to grip onto reality but I'm too late, my body falls to the floor, weak and vulnerable....
Midoriya's p.o.v
Most of the class is already here, we all sit in silence as the screaming outside continues, y/n walked out with Mr. Aizawa a few minutes ago, Kacchan glares at the door, and I stare at it worriedly, soon, it quiets and we hear something fall to the floor, and a moment later we hear another, me and Kacchan are the first to stand, he looks at me, and scoffs, then he slams back into his seat, I rush to the door, I open it and look around, y/n is passed out on the ground and Mr. Aizawa is staring at her, it looks like he is holding back tears, I place a hand on his shoulder and he looks at me, "Take her to recovery girl, I need to start class, stay with her until she wakes, she's gonna want you there more than anything." I half smile, "Well, she may live with me, but her best friend is Kacchan....so....." he's silent for a minute, "Bring him too then," I frown, "It has to be one of us, we can't both go, he'll kill me, just send him, he knows her better." He nods and walks in, I follow him, "Bakugo, take Y/n to recovery girl." I move aside as he gestures to the girl lying on the ground, he stands up and growls, "The fuck did you do to her?!" Mr. Aizawa sighs, "Nothing, she had a panic attack and fainted." I jump, that's not his business to be spreading! Kacchan scoffs and walks out, slamming the door behind him...
Bakugo's p.o.v
I slam the door and look at the girl in front of me, I pick her up bridal style and start to walk her to recovery girl, I try not to be worried but a panic attack? Really? She's never had one of those, Well she had one when we were younger, but it wasn't that bad, I get to recovery girl and kick open the door, she spots me and rushes over, "Oh this girl again?" I stare at her, "Again?" I question, she shakes her head, "Not my business to be spreading hun'" I scoff and set y/n on a bed, she checks her over, I explain what happened and she shakes her head, "You can leave now dear." I scoff, "No way, Mr. Aizawa said I could stay." She sighs and pulls over a chair for me, I sit down and pull out my phone, she walks out and I'm just left waiting for this idiot to wake up.
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Hidden {Bakugo x reader}
FanfictionBakugo and y/n were friends in kinder and all through elementary school, and by friends, they were inseparable! But when something tragic happened to y/n in the 5th grade, she was forced into homeschooling, what will happen when these two meet up ag...
