Today was the first day back to the hell hole I call high school and I'm completely fucking dreading it . I get up from my warm , comfortable , bed and make my way towards my walk-in closet to find my outfit . I pick out a black low cut Pearl Jam shirt with some cute shredded skinny jeans . I lay the outfit on my bed and head to the shower . I turned the water on to my desirable tempature and stepped in letting the warm water caress my cold skin . After I get done in the shower , I wrap my hair in a towel and dry off . Then , I walk in my room ,to my bed , to put my clothes on. I usually dont worry about putting a towel around my body becuase I lock my room door anyway . I put my pink lace panties and bra on and then my clothes . After I get done getting dressed , I let my hair down and I decide to wear it natrually curly and put my make-up on . I look at myself in the mirror and to be completely fucking honest with you I look good for once . This bra makes my boobs look very good . My old friend Beccah has always told me that she loves my curves and she has always wanted my body , but I dont see it . After I get done getting dressed I look at the time and I have about 20 minutes left so I run down stairs and grab an apple and head out the door . About 6 weeks ago my foster mom took me to get a car so I got my dream car which is a black Dodge Charger . I get in my car and head to school . When I get there I park and grab my purse and book bag and head to first period . I walk in and take my seat . We have about 20 minutes until the bell rings so I take out my phone and check my instagram . Out of the corner of my eye I see Luke walk in the room and he takes a seat beside me . Great . Just fucking great .
" Hey , you look beautiful today " He says . I roll my eyes and keep my mouth shut becuase I'm pretty sure I'm gonna snap on the pretty boy beside me .
" Lauryn , What the fuck did I do ? " thats when I lost it .
" What the fuck did you do ? You should know you fucking dipshit . I actually thought you liked me but seems to me you like that blonde raggidy ann more . This is fucking why I dont trust anybody , and thank you so much for showing me that your just another guy . Fuck " I let out . His eyes are wide and he's taken aback by my sudden catastrophic outburst .
" Fuck you " He says .
" No thanks , I've been fucked over already too many times in my life . " As of right now my blood is boiling and adrenaline is pumping thrue my veins . Students filled in the classroom and took their seats . Minutes later the teacher walks in .
" Settle down students and begin your packet " Fuck this school . Fuck my life . Fuck everybody . I lay my head down and put my ear phones in to drown out all of these dipshits . The day went by pretty damn slow and I feel so much more alone now that I dont have luke anymore . Hopefully Calum will be here tommorow so I can talk to him .
( Hey all my lovelies I only updated bc of Mickey bc she made me ((: so to all of you who actually like my story thank her !! This is just a filler btw & I love all of you guys so please vote and comment and if you could , please get my story around . ♥♥ - Lauryn )
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Worthless | Luke Hemmings
FanfictionWorthless ... The only word she ever considered true about herself . She closed off the world , She knew it was all in vain . She promised herself to never love again . But promises were meant to be broken . Right ?
