Till I See You Again

PART TWENTY TWO

"Stiles, do you just realize what you just tried to do?" I paced back and forth, anger rising inside of me as I looked Scott in his brown eyes.

"I tried to kill the man that killed Derek, what's so wrong about that?" Everyone looked at me, surprised. "I am not apologizing for what I did so all of you can stop looking at me like that!" I stormed off back into the woods as I could hear the distant sounds of whispering before Scott ran after me.

"Stiles." He said as he chased after me. I didn't turn around. "Stop walking." I didn't. "Hey! Stop!" He put a hand on my shoulder, I turned around and pushed him back. "We have to talk about this."

"Which part?"

"How about the part where you tried to kill the hunter? Where you didn't get off of him until one of us had to pull you off." I looked away from him. "Stiles, we are not murderers."

"No, but he is and he killed Derek and as long as he's alive, I won't rest until I find him again." I snapped before looking at him. "But no, Scott, you're not a murderer, but it's always about you, isn't it?"

"I just want to know what's wrong so I can help you, I know what happened with Derek but Stiles, Derek wouldn't want you killing anyone for him."

"You wouldn't know what he wanted."

"Maybe but he wouldn't want you to kill anyone because of him."

"You heard the hunter, I'm the one that got him killed."

"No, Stiles, you've been through a lot, that's all this is. Look, I know you blame yourself for everything bad that has happened to us recently like Derek did but you don't have to deal with this alone, talk to me."

"I watched Derek die in my arms, the minutes he was alive last, felt like decades! I had no control over anything! I haven't sleep, not once, there hasn't been a fucking moment where I wake up and don't see Derek, I close my eyes and I see him, I open my eyes and I see him." I screamed at him. "Every single bad thing that has happened has been because of you, Scott. We were nobodys before you got bit, I was there for you, to protect you! And Beacon Hills that YOU love so much-"

"Stiles, I know I put you through a lot and I am so sorry-"

"Sorry?" I walked back over to him. "Scott, you didn't forget something that was important to me, you didn't show up late to do some random shit we would do, you let me lose myself for you! And you-you weren't worth it." I walked away.