Bullet to the Heart (Nagisa Shiota X Reader) ON HOLD

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"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius, and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring."

-Ariana Grande

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3rd Pov

"Thanks for agreeing to hang out with me today. It means a lot!" The (H/C) haired girl said happily. "It's no problem, besides, we haven't done this in a long time." Her friend responded. The two of them had headed first to the market to buy a few things for breakfast. Since it was finally the weekend, she had asked Nagisa if he wanted to come to her place to pass the day.

They arrived back at her temporary home. It was the first time Nagisa saw her place, since he had never been there before. The female unlocked the door, and pushed the door open. She placed her shoes next to the door entrance, as well as Nagisa. (Y/N) then proceeded to lock the door, while Nagisa placed the bags on the kitchen counter. He wasn't gonna lie, he was a tiny bit surprised at all the things she had bought.

"So you live here alone?"

"For the time being, yeah! Have you had any breakfast? Oh also! When did you come up with that hairstyle? Looks nice." (Y/N) asked, referring to his pigtails too. Nagisa shook his head at the first question.

"Not really... I left home before Mom woke up." He replied, scratching the back of his head. The girl let out a little 'hmm' at his answer. She remembered his Mother, Hiromi Shiota. A beautiful women indeed, but really strict. (Y/N) knew how controlling she could be with Nagisa, something that became exhausting to him as a child. But by the looks of it, it still is. She didn't wait for his answer for the second question though, since she realized quickly why he still had his hair long.

"Oh.., so that's why you still have your hair long. Miss Shiota's the reason..." She said, to which Nagisa blushed in embarrassment. He was the type of person who was not confident about his looks, because thanks to his Mom, he looked like a girl. He still got teased sometimes about that by the other classes, but it didn't bother him as much as before. "Y-Yeah, I don't have much of a choice at the moment. I used to put it in a ponytail, but Kayano said it would look better in these short pigtails." Even though he knew by the tone of the girl that she didn't want to push him to explain himself, but he still did.

"Do you, um, do you think one day I should cut it..?" He asked, sounding self-conscious.

(Y/N) gave him a soft smile at that. He looked like a little kid waiting for approval, he didn't even dare to look at her in the eyes after asking that. She made his way towards him, and reached up to his rubber bands in his hair. Taking them off, it made his azure hair fall over his delicate face. His hair did get longer over the years, it would've been longer but Hiromi did allow him to cut it. But the limit was below the shoulders, no more shorter than that. The girl placed her smaller hands on his cheeks, now making his blue orbs collide with her (E/C) eyes.

"Honestly, I think you should do what makes you feel comfortable. It should be about what you want, Nagi. Not what the others want. If you want to leave it long, do it. If you want it short, then do that as well. In the end you're still going to be the same Nagi that I love and cherish, looks don't define who you are."

His heart squeezed at her words, he appreciated them, more than she could imagine. He leaned his face towards her, making their forehead's touch. They didn't break the eye contact, and they were enjoying the peaceful atmosphere that had taken over them. "Thank you.."