I guess I can update this for y'all before I go to work
~Y/N POV~ 3 months later
I haven't talked to Jordan since that night. I tried calling and texting him but he never answer me so I just said fuck it and left him alone. I'm not bout to beg him to talk to me.
I'm currently getting ready to go out. I don't know what I'm going to do but I just want to get out the house. I had to get used to not chilling with Jordan again. Whenever Jay was busy I would call Jordan to see if he wanted to hang but I can't do that no more. There would be times I would catch myself about to text him to come over.
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That's what I was wearing.
Anyway I get my things and get in my car and started my day off with some Chris brown playing. I think I'm gonna go downtown because there's a lot of stores down there and I think I want to spoil myself.
I was looking around for some shoes to get because I just think my shoe collection could have some additional shoes??? Yeah that part.
"Y/N?" I hear and turn around and it was Jordan. "Sup" I said going back to the shoes "Sup? That's all" he asked. I looked at him and tilted my head. "Is there something you would like for me to say Jordan?" I asked crossing my arms "A how you doing would be nice" he crossed his arms too "I'm not nice and don't give a fuck" I rolled my eyes "Clearly" he said shaking his head "I'll just come back later cause I really don't know why you came over here. Could have acted like how you been acting like you didn't know me" I said rolling my eyes grabbing my keys "Nah don't leave we have shit to talk about" he said "Yeah 3 mouths ago" I nodded "Stop being petty bruh damn" he rolled his eyes "Well stop talking to me" I roll my eyes
Before he could even say anything this girl had wrapped her arms around him "Who this?" She said looking me up and down "Don't worry about it" I looked her up and down. This bitch got me fucked up. "I told you to wait in the car" he said looking at her "So you can talk to this hoe?" She said "Baby girl I was here before you. Get yo shit together" I said looking her in the eye "Go wait in the damn car" he said taking her arms off him "Whatever I'm calling me a Uber" she said taking out her phone and walking off
"Your girlfriend walking off" I said pointing in the direction she left "That's not my girl nor do I Girl a fuck" he shrugged "That's fucked you just gonna let her take a Uber?" I asked him "She's not though, she's bout to call up one of her hoes to come get her" he said.
Me not caring anymore I just nodded and went back to looking at the shoes. "Can we please talk? Like for real?" He asked "What you think I was trying to do?" I asked him "I was hurt-" "And I didn't know that? I was trying to fix things" I rolled my eyes "I needed time away from you" he said "And you got it and still have it have a nice day" I tried to walk passed him but her grabbed me and pulled me close to him....like real close.
"Don't" He said "You don't. And let me go cuh" I tried to get his grip off me "Why are you being like this for? I was just another niggas for you!" He said "But you weren't. After you left I was deadass thinking all night if I could actually be in a relationship with you that's why I was calling yo stupid ass. But I don't give a fuck anymore cause no one ever gives a fuck about me and it's crazy" I chuckle "You was thinking bout us?" He asked "Yes Jordan I was.....I was think about how we was going to see each other and how we was gonna block everyone out. Like i had this whole scenario in my head" I said laughing to stop myself from crying "Y/N I'm sorry" he said "But your not so it don't even matter. For real this time I'm leaving" I said as he let me go.
Hear I was crying in my bed over a boy that wasn't even mine. Ugh I hate being a girl sometimes it's crazy. I was under the covers and my head was under my pillow. I was crying so hard that for a second I didn't hear someone knocking on my door.
I get up and wash my face off before going to open the door. When I do I see Jordan face again but before I could even say anything he pushed me inside and held me against the wall while closing the door.
"I'm sorry" he said looking me in the eyes "No your not" I shook my head "I am sorry. You hurt me too you know. You know how hard it was to just look at my phone when you was calling and to put you on DND when you was texting my phone?" He asked "You could've just texted or called and said you wasn't fucking with me anymore. And the thing is I never fucking did that so for me to do that should have should you a damn Singh" I rolled my eyes and tried to push him away put he didn't move.
"Y/N I promise you I would drop everything for you. I would start all over for you. I only want you" he said "How I don't know that you won't leave me? At times I can get aggravating I need to know that you would still kiss me when you're mad" I said
He didn't say anything he just stared at me before bringing his lips close to mines and kissing me. It took me a minute to kiss back but when I did he lift me and I wrapped my legs around his body. His hands was under my ass while my arms was wrapped behind his neck.
"Be my girl" he said above a whisper looking me in the eyes "Don't hurt me" I said as we lean in again
