Y'all I really like one she did about Josh so go check her book out please and comment I put ya on cuz you know I did🥺
But anyways imma let y'all ready this story or whatever💙
~Y/N~ I was scrolling through twitter bored out of my mind until I seen
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I thought he was committing to UCLA. He never told me he wanted to go to Arizona. Why didn't he tell me he was thinking about Arizona?
This really hurt my feelings. I thought we was close to the point he could tell me anything. I mean for crying out loud we've been dating for three years and never have he ever did something this dumb. I had to go over his house right now.
I put my hoodie on and slid on some slides and grabbed my phone and keys.
~At his house~ I knocked on his door and Woo came and it. Here we go with the bullshit. "Sup sis" he said hugging me "What's up Woo" I said "Josh know you here?" He asked "Nah can you get him for me?" I asked him "You not gonna come in?" He asked "Nah I'm just here for a second" I told him and he gave me the "😗" face "Ohhh Josh in trouble" he said then went back in. I shake my head and waited for Josh to come out
"Hey baby why didn't you just come in" he said trying to kiss me but I moved and walked to my car "Come on Joshua" I said then got in "What's up?" He asked as he adjusted the seat with his tall ass. "We playing dumb right now?" I asked him "Baby-" "Why didn't you tell me you was thinking about going there Josh?" I asked him "It was last minute y/n" "What do that have to do about not telling me? This is not you Josh we tell each other everything" I said "Y/n it's not that deep okay? Yes I should have told you but it's not that deep okay" he said trying to take my hand but I moved it "What's the real reason Joshua" I asked him rolling my eyes "Baby-" "Did you not think I would support your decision?" I asked "No" he said "Than what is it Joshua??" I raised my voice "I don't think you can handle long distance. I was thinking if I told you about my decision then you would talk me out of it and for me to go to UCLA" he said shrugging "Wow Josh really?" I looked at him in disbelief "Yes. It's what I felt" he said starting to play in his hair. "We've been dating for three years. Why would you think of me like that?" I lean back "Y/N when I'm away at my games I have to stay on FaceTime with you 24/7 because you miss me" he said "Baby boy I have you to stay on FaceTime with me because I can't go and want to see what's happing and talk to everyone. If I really wanted to I could go days without talking to you" I said rolling my eyes "Yeah right y/n" he said laughing "Why are we together?" I asked her "No we not bout to do this y/n shut up" he said shaking his head "No for real Josh if you don't think I can Handel it than I think we should break up. Dead ass" I looked down at my nails "I think eventually you would be used to it" he said trying to get my hand "We need to break up" I looked at him with my watery eyes. "No. We not breaking up I don't care what you talking bout hell no" he said shaking his head "Joshua I'm not playing with you" I said "Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N I'm not playing with you either. It took me why too long to fucking find you we not breaking up" he now hand tears coming down his face "Then why couldn't you just tell me?? Fuck my feelings Josh. I care about your future..Our future..but it's not fair when I'm not apart of things like this!" "I'm sorry okay? I'll take it back if I could but I can't baby" he said "Just get out Josh" I said as tears was rolling down my face "No bruh." He said shaking his head "Joshua come on man I want to leave" I tried to control my breathing "No you coming in too" he said "No I'm not I'm going home" I said whipping my eyes while looking his way "No your coming in" he said "Jo-" "YOUR COMING IN Y/N. I'm not bout to let you drive off while your crying the fuck. If something was to happen to you I wouldn't forgive myself. Take your ass in the house" he said looking at me
I huffed before grabbing my phone and keys and getting out locking my door. When I walked around Josh was there waiting for me. I waked passed him and walked into his house. I didn't see his mom or dad so I just went upstairs into his room. I made sure he stayed downstairs though. We need right now.
~Josh POV~ "So are y'all even together?" Caleb asked "Yes. I don't care what she's talking about we together" I lean back frowning my head back into the edge of the couch. "You need to talk to her man" Mimi said. She had came over after I called her " I mean don't you think I tried that? We need space apart right now" I said "Which is why she tried to break up?" Caleb asked "No! Not that type of space. You know what I'm going to go up there and talk to her" I said getting up and heading to my room.
I hope I really didn't fuck up my relationship. Y/N is my baby and I don't know what I would do without her man. She's my person...
