Book 2!!

Shaqir O'Neal

Heyyy what's up with y'all?? I'm not gonna lie I've been so unmotivated to write like it's crazy but I could read all day if i wanted too like it's crazy. But yoo we got somethings to talk about cuz oop👀 anyways Imma attempt to write.

~Y/N POV~
I know I'm not the only one but been feeling off. I know Qir feel it too but I know the both of us don't want to talk about it.

I love Shaqir with everything in me I mean like I was in love with the boy the whole time in middle school. I mean shii we not dating now but we are close in some way.

Shaqir been pushing me away for some days now which is weird because he's supposed to be my boy best friend. Crazy right?

"Y/N I told you he's not gonna look at you in that way" my girl best Mya said
"We don't know that. He might be shy and is hiding it" I said trying to come up with a reason
"Now me and you both know that sound stupid" she said rolling her eyes

We are now at school and I'm not gonna lie i didn't not want to be here at all. I mean I hated the online classes because it seems like all the teachers just wanted to post all their shit on us but i was ready to come back just to get away from my family for some time but i forgot about that waking up an hour or two early just to get ready for school. With online school all i had to do was log in and go the fuck back to sleep.

Anyways we walked to our lockers alone to get our stuff and we would meet back at first period. After I got done i closed my locker and walked to first period.

"Stupid Bitch" Mya said as she walked in
"Dumb hoe" I said back as we laughed and went to our seats.

A couple of minutes later before class started Shaqir busted into class with a big ass hickey that you could see from the back of the classroom. I kind of felt some type of way because cause like damn nigga I still needed time to tell you i liked you and shit.

"You see that?" Mya asked me
"Mmhhh" I said nodding looking away
"I told you he's not looking your way" she said rubbing my back.

Before I could even say anything I heard Shaqir and some boy from class talk.

"Damn Qir who you hit?"
"You know Sara right?" He said

Now Sara is this beautiful white girl that is literally every boy in this school dream girl. Now she's pretty and all I give them their props but damn she's not fucking Zenday like damn.

"You okay?" Mya asked
"Yeah I'm fine" I said nodding

Not gonna lie a Bitch is Kinda hurting but it's cool. Like I mean I gassed up my head thinking his add was gonna like my ass back. It's cool I'm fine.

The rest of the day I was just chilling and all of a sudden Shaqir want to talk yo me....NOW!

"Hey Y/N" he said hugging me but I kinda pushed him to the side
"Hey Shaqir" I said still walking trying to get away from him
"Hey. What's up with you?"
"Oh nothing just tired" like damn why you trying to check on me now?
"Oh dang i was gonna ask you if you wanted to hang out later?" He asked
"Oh I was gonna see if Joey would want to come over" I told him

Joey is a guy that I've been friends with since the starting of this year. Not gonna hold you but he's cute...asf and he's Asian and I'm sorry but I love me some Asian boys.

"Oh I didn't know you two know each other" he said giving me a confused face
"Why would you think that? I mean we do have a couple of classes together" I said
"Yeah but I mean i just wouldn't think he would be your type"
"Are you crazy? I love Asians and Joey is fine" I said
"Well i mean what do you see in him Y/N?"
"Damn what is your problem?"
"Nothing is my problem"
"What you don't want to see that I'm moving on from you?" I asked
"What? Y/N your crazy"
"Nah bro how am I crazy? Joey won't waste my time. I truest he will tell me he don't feel the same instead of wasting my time" I said walking away

I don't have time for little boy energy.
Before I could even get to my car Joey had came over to me.
"Hello beautiful" he said hugging me froM behind
"hello Joseph" I said laughing because he don't like being called by his real name
"Mmcht man stop playing with me. Anyways what's the plan tonight"
"I mean you can come over but what do you want to do?" I asked him
"We can chill at your crib" he said
"Alright call me when you about to come so I can be up cuz I'm bout to take a nap"
"Nah we bout to take a nap" he
"You don't have to stay after school?" I asked him.

He be helping people catch up on their school work. That's how we meet.

"Nope. Imma follow you to your house" he said
"Okay" I said and he kissed my cheek before getting in his car and i got in mines. Before I pull off i see Shaqir standing off in the side with his hands in his pockets. This could have been him but he was playing. Now onto Joey fine ahh.

HELLO I KNOW THIS IS OFF BUT IM JUST NOT IN THE DAMN MOOD TO WRITE. I'm trying guys take It easy😪🥺