i hate u i love u. ✔️

XXVI

"WHAT??" they both said in unison.

"I'll explain everything..."

felix and chan kept swimming and swimming away, hoping nobody finds them.

after a while felix started getting tired, chan helped him out of the water.

they both coughed as they escaped the water and found shore.

"we made it" chan smiles and looks at felix, who is laying down, looking very tired.

"are you okay?" chan asks and felix nods.

"just.... tired" felix looks at him then closes his eyes.

"okay we'll stay here for a while" chan strokes his hair as felix falls asleep.

about an hour later, chan woke up from his nap, he gently shook felix but he wasn't waking up.

"felix? felix!? wake up!!! felix!!!!" he kept shaking him but he didn't move.

he tried CPR, but nothing happened.

chan started crying and holding his hand, which was cold.

"you died in your sleep.... that's the worst way to die... I couldn't even say goodbye to you..." chan kept crying and brought felix in his arms.

he then stood up and carried felix bridal style, closer to the river.

"it's best to put you here.... goodbye my love" he kisses his forehead before he gently pushed him into the water, letting his body float away and he looked away from the river.

"chan.... I'm so sorry" woojin hugs him and he cries in his shoulder. hyunjin then joins the hug.

"there's so many things we didn't get to do yet.... and.... he's gone... just like that...." hyunjin then let go of the hug.

"is something wrong? besides about felix" woojin looks at him.

"it's just.... he had leukemia...." hyunjin looks down and chans eyes widen.

"what!?"

hyunjin looks at him.

"he didn't want to tell anyone especially you chan. he didn't want to be treated differently, he told me because he trusts me and he knows I wont tell anyone" hyunjin explains.

"are you saying he didn't trust me?" chan asks.

"no! no. I dunno why he didn't tell you.... I would say go ask him but...." hyunjin sighs again.

"its obvious why.... he didn't wanna be treated differently, like a sick person.. he didn't wanna be treated with sympathy" woojin steps in.

"do you think minho knew?" chan asks and they shrug.

"there's somethung we should do" hyunjin stands up and asks the principal to leave school, after a while he agrees.

the three of them sit down on a table and minho comes out being brought out by security, he sits down across from them.

"what are you doing here? wait chan?" minho was confused.

"did you know felix had leukemia?" chan asks.

"what? no... I... wow.... " minho was shocked to hear it.

"shocked huh? yeah.... you tried to kill someone with leukemia... and I bet you don't feel guilty asshole" chan says.

"I... I didn't know.... he... wow.... I do feel guilty now..."

"you should, but guess what? he's dead and you're stuck in here and it's what you get" hyunjin says and minho sighs.

"if I knew.... I probably wouldn't be here... and he would still be here" minho says.

"well he's not, and it's all your fault you deserve to die" chan gets up and walks out.

"I'm sorry...." minho admits.

"it's too late for sorry, goodbye lee minho" hyunjin says and he stands up, grabbing woojins hand and they walked out.

minho slammed the table, and he felt tears fill up in his eyes.

chan, hyunjin, and woojin leave the prison and then a notification appears on chans phone.

19 year old Lee Felix body found in the *insert bridge name I cant think of one because im not creative enough* taken to hospital

chan gasps and hyunjin and woojin see.

"does this mean he could be.... alive?" hyunjin looks at them and they shrug.