i hate u i love u. ✔️

XXVII

chan had tears in his eyes.

he couldn't believe what he is seeing.

he looked through felixs hospital room window and put his hands on the window, hoping and praying he would be alive.

he was then asked to move away, he went into the hospital waiting room with hyunjin and woojin.

but a surprise showed up.

"get out get out right now" chan pushed minho away.

"I'm not here to hurt anyone" minho said.

"go away!" chan kept pushing, but minho didn't push him back.

"I want to be here for felix" minho says.

"hold up" woojin stands up.

"yeah wait.... how are you here?" hyunjin stands up and looks at him.

"well my mom and dad had sex and then-"

"not that!" hyunjin pleads and minho laughs.

"I know I know, I was bailed out" minho says and they were all shocked.

"who bailed you out?" chan asks and jisung walks in.

"of course" hyunjin says.

"it took ya long enough" woojin crosses his arms.

"yeah he's my friend.... but I'm not doing so good with money so it took me time jesus" jisung says.

"is felix okay?" minho asks and chan shrugs.

after a while, they're all sitting down, the doctor then comes out and they all stand up and look at her.

"are all of you here for lee felix?" she asks and they all nod.

"are any of you family?" the doctor asks.

"I'm his cousin" minho says and she nods.

"okay... well it was a miracle, he's alive" smiles formed all of their faces.

"really!? can we see him?" chan asks.

"you can... but he is sleeping right now, after all he's been through, I think he deserves rest..." the doctor explains and they nod.

they all walk into felixs room, seeing him asleep on the hospital bed.

chan sat down on a chair and sat next to his bed, he holds his hand softly so he doesn't wake up.

"can I have a moment alone with him?" chan looks at them and they nod, they then leave leaving just chan beside felix.

"I wish I knew about your condition.... I wouldn't have let any of this happen to you... I would've stopped that minho asshole from doing anything to you.... I wish that... that you would've told me, I want to care for you and hold you... and just love you.... I'm so sorry all this happened to you" he starts crying and the grip gets slightly tighter on his hand.

he felt felixs hand move, and it made a tighter grip in his hand, he looked at him, his eyes were slowly opening.

"chan?" felix looks at him, and chan smiles.

"it's me felix... it's me" he gets closer to him and puts his hand on his left cheek.

"how am I... here?" felix looks around the hospital room.

"you almost died.... because of your leukemia..." chan drags on and felixs eyes widen.

"you know???" felix asks and chan nods.

"hyunjin told me, and I'm glad he did" chan looks at him with worried eyes.

"that rascal I'm gonna-"

"shh calm down babe, you just woke up" chan chuckles and felix takes a deep breath.

"I'm... I'm sorry for not telling you" felix looks at him with innocent eyes and chan smiles.

"it's okay... I understand why you didn't tell me... but I wouldn't have treated you differently and I won't.... I'm gonna treat you ask lee felix, the guy I fell in love with when I first met him" he gets out of his chair and kisses him on the lips, it was more of a sweet kiss.

they let go and just stare into each other's eyes, and smiles appear.

"awww" the four others say from outside, chan gives them a look and they start laughing.

probably like 1 or 2 more chapters left :(