i hate u i love u. ✔️

XXXIII

10 years later

it's now been 10 years since all that's happened.

after felixs death (yes he's actually dead eek), everyone started to go their own ways.

it's now their high school reunion, and chan was anticipating whether he wanted to go.

every time he drives past or even thinks about that school, he always thinks of felix.

he's never forgotten him, he couldn't, well his heart couldn't take it if he tried.

but his heart still hurts after felix died, he always blamed himself for not taking better care of him, even though it wasn't his fault.

he did want to see woojin again, he missed his best friend.

the only thing is, he wondered if him and hyunjin are still together, he hoped not so he wouldn't get reminded of felix.

but he realized it could be a way to help him get his mind off of felix for a little while, to see how everyone has changed, and what their lives are like.

he wishes he could have had a better life, he regrets wasting his life moping about felix, but he couldn't help it. he was the love of his life.

there was another thing. he still has on the engagement ring. he swore to himself and to felix he would never take it off.

his boyfriend jeongin seemed to not approve of it though, but he understood chans heartbreak, heartbreaks really affect you.

chan decided to invite jeongin to go with him as an apology for him being so sad and not caring for him, he did like him, but he doesn't love him.

during the car ride chan was quiet as jeongin was telling some crazy stories to try to keep him from thinking about felix.

they arrived at the school, and chan just sat there staring at the school, flashbacks came to him in an instant.

"you don't have to do this" jeongin looks at his sad boyfriend, but he seems like he didn't want to leave, he did want to see woojin.

"it's okay.... im okay... lets go" chan gets out of the car and jeongin follows, he rubs his back as he sees chan take a deep breath.

they both walk in the building and look around, it hasn't changed that much in 10 years, just the colors on the walls were slightly faded and the ceiling lights were a different shape.

as they walk into the gymnasium, chan sees someone very familiar, he taps on his shoulder and the guy turns around.

"chan!?" woojin was in shock to see his best friend.

"woojin... it's been a while" chan hugs him and woojin hugs him back.

"I never thought I would see you again, you just disappeared that day...." woojin didn't want to mention the day, he knew chan would break down.

"I know... I'm trying to get over it now... but I cant and you know that" chan explains and woojin nods.

"hey babe here's your water" hyunjin walks up to them and looks at chan, he didn't expect to see him.

"chan...?" hyunjin looks at him and chan bites his lip as a sign he was starting to break down, but he tried not to.

jeongin wasn't paying attention to him, instead he was focused on someone else. hyunjin.

"h-hyunjin... h-hi" it was hard to talk to him, but he still did it for woojins sake.

"how are you holding up? we all have been worried about you the past 10 years after you disappeared" hyunjin looks at him and chan looks away from him.

"fine... oh- this is my boyfriend jeongin" chan introduces him and jeongin shakes hands with woojin and hyunjin.

"nice to meet you!" jeongin says.

after introductions, they decided to walk around.

before they split, woojin grabbed jeongins arm and whispered to him.

"if I catch you looking at my man like that again, you won't have any eyes to look at him or anyone" jeongin shivered and then walked away to find chan.

"NO... NO FUCKING WAY.... HOW!?!?" there was yelling coming from the hallway, jeongin, woojin, and hyunjin knew whose voice that was.

"chan what the fuck is going on-" before woojin could finish his sentence, he couldn't believe what- actually who he was seeing.

"felix?"