i hate u i love u. ✔️

XIX

felixs eyes widened, he looked at chan in shock. he tried to speak but nothing came out.

"no! I won't allow this!" minho says.

"you're not obligated to say that your opinion doesn't matter" hyunjin crosses his arms.

"but I am" felix says and chan looks at him. "chan.... I don't wanna marry you... I'm sorry, I just don't feel that way about you... at least not right now"

"what do you mean?" chan asks.

"when you came barging in to save me, I think, I think I might have some sort of feelings for you, but I don't even know yet... that's why I'm saying no" felix admits.

"no! they can't! they can't be together! chans parents—" minho stops talking.

"what about my parents? wait.... do you know where they are? I knew something was up when they didn't come home with felixs parents" chan goes up to minho, ready to fight him.

"your parents planned you and felixs marriage okay!? they had nothing to do with it!" points to felixs parents.

"why? why just them?" chan asks.

"I've said too much already" minho sits down.

"chan, sit down, let us tell you everything" felixs mom aims for chan to sit down, and he does.

"your parents... they... they arranged the marriage because... because they wanted you gone, they figured if you got married they would figure you would stay away from them... and they picked someone that you always talked about which was felix" namgyu holds chans hand.

"I... I cant believe this" chan could feel tears rolling down his face, but he didn't bother to wipe them.

"mom is that true?" felix was also in shock.

"it is, and... they paid us a lot of money to make sure the marriage would happen, but we went on the trip... and they sent us back and they are staying away from all of us, they said to forget about the marriage, and minho... he was involved too.... he helped them arrange it" hung explains.

"I'm gonna go home..." chan stands up but felix grabs his wrist.

"are you gonna be okay?" felix asks, and he nods.

"see you tomorrow...." he trails off and then opens the door and left.

"I cant believe you guys let this happen" felix looks at his parents and they have sorry looks on their faces.

"we really did want all of this to happen.... it just did..." namgyu says and hung nods.

"how about everyone just goes home... we can settle everything tomorrow" felix says.

there was silence but hyunjin broke the silence by yelling.

"FELIX LOOK!" felix jumped from the sudden yelling, he looks at hyunjins phone.

"breaking news, high school student standing on bridge, attempting a suicide— is that chan!?" felix immediately jumps up and races out the building.

hyunjin, woojin, minho and felixs parents follow him.

felix searches to find the bridges that he could possibly be at.

he kept running, his eyes filled with tears of worry that he couldn't save him.

"CHAN!" felix finally found him.

"go away felix" chans eyes were red from crying, he also looked pale.

"I'm not gonna do that, you're not jumping off that bridge" felix demands.

"yes I am... I am... everything is turning out awful for me... it's hard for me to stay when I know things are gonna get worse" chan turns around to look at the bridge.

"stay... for me" felix says, chan looks back around.

"what?" chan asks.

"I said stay for me, everybody may not want you here, but I do" felix says, and small smile appears on chans face.

felix puts his hand out for chan to take it, and he does.

felix pulls him down and then they pull into a hug, everyone behind them cheers.