i hate u i love u. ✔️

XII

chan starts coughing and hyunjin goes over to him.

"you're alive!" hyunjin says.

"what happened?" chan opens his eyes to see hyunjin.

"there was a fire and the cafe burned down, me and woojin got caught in it, I got out but you went in there to find woojin, and then felix knew it was a bad idea for you to go in there so he went too and he found you almost dead and so he did CPR on you, but then he was gonna do mouth to mouth, but instead he kissed you and-" hyunjin gets stopped.

"wait.... felix kissed me?" he was shocked to hear that.

"yeah he did.... he ran away after he realizes he did it" hyunjin says.

chan was silent. he didn't expect that to happen.

"I think felix likes you" hyunjin breaks the silence.

"you think so?" chan asks.

"he wouldn't have kissed you if he didn't" hyunjin says.

"I guess so...." chan says.

"I'm assuming you didn't find woojin" hyunjin changes the subject.

"no I didn't.... I guess he's dead" chan sighs.

"yeah" hyunjin looks sad.

"why are you sad?" chan asks.

"nothing I just.... I tried to save him and I didn't succeed.... I feel awful" hyunjin sighs.

"it's not your fault, it's whoever set that place on fires fault" chan says and hyunjin stays silent.

"this isn't about that is it" chan says.

no reaction comes out of hyunjin except for him nodding his head.

"I knew it, that's why you're so upset" chan crosses his arms.

"please.... don't tell anyone.... felix doesn't even know" hyunjin says.

"I won't tell" chan says.

"thank you.... now go after felix" hyunjin aims toward where felix ran off.

chan nods and then runs and searches for him.

he goes around asking people, they haven't seen him.

chan sighs and then goes to felixs house, he knocks on the door and waits for someone to answer.

the door opens and who he expected to open it was there.

"what are you doing here?" felix saw chan standing there.

"hyunjin told me everything" chan says and felix rolls his eyes.

"that kid" he goes outside and closes the door behind him.

"why did you kiss me" chan blurts out.

"can you just go.... it's late and I'm tired" felix changes the subject.

"not until you tell me why you kisses me" chan demanded.

"I don't even know myself, I'm figuring out things..... now go" felix goes back inside and closes the door.

chan walks home with many thoughts running through his mind.

he was very confused with everything.

he was gonna try again tomorrow at school.