Im not okay
I'm not alright
My eyes are sad
My face js wet
My head is hurting
My mind is filled
With memories
Of all bad things
That happened to me
In dreams
In nightmares
In real life
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In a bedroom, silent
With a friend
A computer in front of us
On the bed
He sits closer to me
And the next thing I know
Events blur together in fear
A hand on my hip
Pulled into his lap
Wanting to get away
But I'm scared
And so I'm stuck
Lips placed on my neck
Kissing
Moving
Scared
No
I thrash and fall away
Out of his embrace
I run and I run
And he follows
But I'm lucky it all goes dark
I'm lucky I woke up
I'm lucky it was a dream
But it doesn't help
A year later, I still remember
The horrible feeling
Of what almost happened
What he almost did
If I hadn't ran...
I'm still scared
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Nightmares
So many nights
Murder
Suicide
Death
Pain
Rape
Running
Fear
Always replaying
In my head
In different forms
Different ways
But death nonetheless
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My Poetic Nothing
PoetryYou ever feel like you just need to write and nothing else matters? Ever feel like you have to get those thoughts out on paper? Ever feel like writing is the only thing worth it all? I've felt those before. These are my poems and I hope you enjoy. ...
