☾︎ 𝘣𝘢𝘥 𝘣𝘰𝘺!𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘶
☾︎ 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭 𝘢𝘶
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"you can stop me from smoking, but you can't ever stop me from loving you."
started: 2019
completed: sept. 25, 2020
and here we are folks. minji and i started walking home, well, i'm walking her home even though we won't go to the same route. anyway,
we arrived at her house, surprisingly her house isn't that far from the lake side so it only took us a few minutes. we just walked again silently, no one uttering a word. i kept thinking of what minji said awhile ago, that her dad died because of smoking, that's why she makes me stop. so does that mean she cares for me afterall? or something? maybe-
"thanks for walking me here, bang." she said, cutting off my train of thoughts. i nodded, waved goodbye, and started walking again to the direction we took to go to her house.
i took another cigarette from my pack and my lighter, starting to light a cigarette now that minji's not here. it relives me at times, maybe it was the nicotine, or maybe it was the sigh i need to do to release smoke when i do. either way, smoking makes me feel calm and relieved.
walking to the bus station with a cigarette on my mouth, i start to text my friends:
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for the mean time, i'll put on my earphones and just listen to music.
and no, i put my cigarette to the trash can already since im at the bus
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i arrived home, greeting the maids and going straight to my room and change to my house clothes. someone opens my door while i was shirtless, so i looked to see who it is.
"do you guys know the word 'knock'? or 'privacy'?" i asked my two friends while putting on a shirt. changbin whistled.
"well hyung, you're working on muscles now i see," changbin said, most likely checking out my back. i've been working out since summer, i started to want muscles just because.
i nodded, "are you gay or something?" bambam joked to him, earning a shoulder punch from changbin which he yelled in pain. "hey i'm older than you!" bambam started, "but i'm stronger so," changbin said, and that's where they started to punch each other, jokingly of course.
"ya-" not listening.
"stop it-" not listening.
"DUMBASSES STOP-" still not listening. sigh, here goes nothing.
"MINJI AND I KISSED!" i finally yelled, making them stop their petty fight to look at me with wide eyes.
