The Voice of My Silence

Beneath The Unspoken

There is a churn deep in the center of my core.

Unbearably Twisting and cutting through me until I can't stand anymore

My feet tremble,and shakily,to my knees I fall.

Suddenly I feel a silence and it orders everything to a pause.

I groan in agony because deeper into my soul this silence presses it's claws..

Next I see my dreams drip through my hands

I desperately try to pick them up but they turn into wisps of smoke..

I can see them but try as I may,I fail to hold them so I go into a shoke

I can't take it any longer, so I let out a loud cry.

I scream with all the air of my lungs hoping to be heard, until my throat is dry.

Anguish rises in me like bile,and I swallow hard as I wipe a teardrop from my eye.

At that very moment I realize that the glimmer of hope I had left in me is fading away..

No where to go, alone, terrified, the only thing I can do is pray.

So with everything I got within me I pour myself out..

And I hope that God hears the pieces of my broken heart clatter on the floor loud.