Drowning 2

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It feels like my soul was downtrodden and pressed by a boulder.
Like my body is powerless as it loses its heat and gets colder.
Like nothing else matters except what you think and feel.
I'd do anything to get you back to moment where all you needed to make your day was making me laugh over simple meal.
When you told me those cheesy pick up lines to woo me, like that the walls in my heart you'd slowly peeled.
I'd do Anything to have your smile glue me up to wholeness until I healed.
To have you go back to the boy who hid love letters in my books,
who made me feel confident about being myself when we were out in public with his comforting looks.
The boy who'd lift me off my feet whenever I got tired of walking,
who understood me without even talking.
That boy who had the worst ways of joking,
but still managed to easily become my heart's owner.
Whose absence hurt me and made my days longer.
But all of that is gone now, Everything is going wrong now.
I wish I could change it but I don't know how.
I wish I wasn't the reason behind the anger in your eyes,
because my love for you stretches beyond the sky lines..

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