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- ˏˋ That's what a year long headache ˊˎ - .......✦........
-Warning: mentions thoughts of suicide-
"Okay Sannie, I'll get going" Wooyoung called out to the completely frozen silhouette of San that was sitting by the window. His hair was a mess under his black hoddie that he had stolen from Wooyoung, the smell of him that has stuck the fabric making San feel safe and relaxed. "Mhmm" was all San said back, hearing a disappointment sigh and the soft click of the door shutting and locking from behind him. He took a few seconds to let reality sink into him. He nearly done with his painting, Wooyoung's birthday is tomorrow and his time is nearing its official end.
He fished out his phone, the time read 02.35 pm and he had only a few messages from Seonghwa, Yeosang and Yunho, the only people who hasn't given up on trying to reach him. He unlocked the phone, his fingers gliding over the cracked screen to type out the words 'Most painless ways to commit suicide'. When all he got was the number for the suicide hotline, and a bunch of articles of why you shouldn't kill yourself, he decided that it probably wouldn't even matter that much anyways. As long as it kills him that's all that matters.
He was suddenly getting sick at the thought of what waited him the next forty eight hours. He would have to act all happy and lie to Wooyoung in order to take him out to celebrate. He would also have to face all of their friends again who he hasn't talked with in over almost three years by now. He can already imagine the horrid screams when Wooyoung finds out, they are already echoing in the back of his head. He really wish he wouldn't think about it, but it's not gonna stop him. He is determined, and nothing is gonna stop him from getting the freedom he longed for.
He sighed and stood up, walking into his work room to finish his painting, and preparing for his last days in Wooyoung's company.
𓆡𓆝𓆞𓆜𓆛
To: Hwa, Yunho, Joongie, Pingi, Jongho, Yeosangie From: You
To celebrate Wooyoung's upcoming birthday I have decided to take him out to eat, before bringing him to a club to drink and party. Therefore I want to invite all of you guys to join the celebration since you are Woo's and I's closest friends. Meet us at hwosang night club at 22.00 pm if you can, if not that's totally okay to, I'm not forcing anyone.It is a surprise so don't tell.
