Awful Awakening

Chapter 8

A/N: I just want to say thank you for over 600 reads!! I can't believe this,
*Athena's pov*

I saw Matt and the doctor talking as I sipped down my orange juice. I guess my secrets out, he'll find out about my scars and everyone else. Even though I need to cut, its my only way to breathe, my only way to let out all the bad pain inside and feel the good pain. Then, I see an angry Matt come in the room.

"Hi Matthew" I said with a fake smile on my face

"Show me both of your arms" He demanded with an angry look on his face

"Why do you want-" I tried to asked but he interrupted me

"Show me your arms" He demanded one more time

I sighed and lifted up both my sleeves and surprisingly there was no scars except a deep wound where I hurt myself this morning when everyone went to Taco Bell. Matt had a surprise look on his face like if was wrong about it and then he took a deep breath. What happen?

"How did you get that wound?" He asked calmly as he pointed on my right arm

"Oh when we got to the beach and when we ran, I accidentally cut myself on the really sharp edge of the door, I guess" I lied as I had a serious look on my face

"You could have died by cutting near a vein, be more careful please, you scared the living shit out of me" Matt cried as he hugged me

"I'm so sorry Matt, i'm just too stupid to even look where i'm going, i'll try to be more careful" I stuttered

'I'll also try to keep my fucking scars away from you seeing' I thought.

Matthew and I walk out into the waiting as he check me out of the hospital and I just wonder...where are my scars? What happened? As no one else looks I check my arms. They are there again but why hasn't it... I think an angel was on my side today.

Afterwards, everyone starts to get up and hug me. As I see their faces where red and puffy from crying. They were all saying "we were all worried about you" or "we're glad your okay now" as they let go of me. Then I saw Matt and we all walk back to the limo, which was nice of him to wait for us.

I sat just near Mahogany, and she gave me a weird but disappointed look. I feel like she knew what happen and just wants to to stop all of this madness.

"Athena 2 questions, first why would you do that?" Mahogany asked quietly with a concerned look on her face

"You know, cut while we left to Taco Bell, don't deny it. I know for a fact that you cut yourself because this happen before but not this serious, that means you cut yourself deeper when you shouldn't have" She added with an sad expression

"Mahogany, you know why and I just had to, okay? and why I cut deeper than usual? was because I was mad because of of what happend in Dallas and I couldn't resist myself and I feel like I was suffering ever since we left Dallas onto the hotel, so tell me why I cut myself deeper?" I whispered in the angriest way I did, then I felt guitly

"Okay..second, what did Matt did when he saw your scars?" Mahogany asked in the way I was when Matt asked me to join magcon, worried and scared but I just went with it

"This might sound crazy but there was like no scars on my arm when he saw, except a deep wound on my right arm, like if I never cut myself before. Which was crazy but I guess he still doesn't know" I explained to her

Mahogany didn't say anything, she just gave me a surprised look on her face. I didn't speak to anyone on the way to the hotel. It was about 6:23 and I just wanted to change into my pj's and watch a few movies. So, I quickly ran to my room and grabbed my pj's and change into them.

As I got out, Matt gave me a weird look.

"What? a girl can wear pj's and watch some movies?" I laughed

I watch a lot of great disney movies with Mahogany and Aaron as Matt and the others do some videos and that jazz. I watched 3 already as I was about to put in the 4th movie, Matt came back.

"Done already?" I joked with a smile on my face.

"Yea and also Cameron kinda wants to talk to you but he wants to talk in his room, in private" He said as I was shocked.

Why would he need me? It better not be about what happened at the beach today or this is going to be pretty scary