*Taylor's pov*
"Okay come on and dress up, we still gotta go to the beach" I said
"I'm so scared though, what if something wrong happens like what if Matt sees my scars and screams at me like that one time? Or what if-" Athena got interrupted by me
"Athena please stop, okay? It will not happened wanna know why? I'll keep Matt away from you until we leave got it?" I insisted
"Okay, thanks Taylor" Athena trembled
"Well I gotta get dressed for the beach, so..bye" I stated while leaving the room
I wonder how does Athena act all like a tough girl and act happy all the time if she really is all broken up inside and sad? I don't understand that I feel bad for the girl, she's battling a tough fight
*Athena's pov*
"I feel like panic attack now, Mahogany please help i'm scared and i'm shaking badly" I said while showing her my shaky hands
"When's the last time you went to the beach? Because your acting like its the first time ever" Mahogany asked so confused
"It was like a year ago when I still cut but I didn't cut that much as I do now" I stuttered
"Oh okay, just get dressed in the outfit and then i'll get the cardigan in Aaron's room" Mahogany said and then started dressing up in her swimsuit and putting a cute skirt on top and some hippies glasses to top it off
"Okay, I'll dressed up" I said calmly
"Wait MAHOGANY!!!" I shouted as she was about to leave the room
"What!!"Mahogany asked while coming back to me
"Matt is going to need his swimsuit and it's in here" I stated
"Just go and dress up in the bathroom and say that your taking the makeup off your face, got it? okay" Mahogany commanded and afterwards left to Aaron's room. Then I heard Matt footsteps coming towards the room so I quickly ran to the bathroom with my clothes. Then I quickly locked it
"Athena!!" Matt quietly yelled
"I'M TAKING OFF MY MAKEUP!!!" I accidentally screamed loudly
"Don't be so loud, Jeez!" Matt said
I quickly put on a my white tank top and black shorts, thank god I didn't cut on my thighs and legs. Then quickly did a high ponytail with a braid in it. Then I heard Mahogany's voice outside and then she knocked the bathroom door. I opened it to see a gray cardigan which actually fit perfect for my outfit.
"Umm...Athena where's your swimsuit?" Matt asked while making a funny but confused face
"'I accidentally left it at home, which I was stupid enough to do" I explained while my hands started to shake a little bit
"Really, OMG! how can you forget a swimsuit that's like the most important thing ever!" Matt said in a impression of a white girl
Then me and Mahogany started laughing our asses off. Then I went, searching through my suitcase trying to find something to top off my outfit, until I found my beautiful, large black sun hat.
"Okay, i'm ready!" I laughed while smiling like an idiot
"Okay all the other guys are ready, so beach, here we come!" Matt shouted and then left the room
"Mahogany, let's do this" I smiled while taking her elbow and fancily walked out the room
Please don't let this be the day they find out I thought to myself
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Awful Awakening
FanfictionAthena Espinosa, a girl who just wants to be happy but she suffers from depression and anxiety, she always suffered ever since she always wants to end it all but she also wants to be with friends and family. Joining Magcon was a great yet terrible d...
