Awful Awakening

Chapter 1

(A/N)

Hey guys welcome to the story just a little note this story will be about when they we're all together and didn't left MagCon, Okay enjoy the story!!

Hey i'm Athena Espinosa, and I'm 17 years old. Yes I am related to the Matthew Espinosa, but its not that great being related to him. Yes its great being recognize sometimes but the fans are just..... Well I guess you can say they are not what seem.

*Matt's pov*

Well today me and the gang are in Orlando, FL. I'm so excited to meet all the beautiful and amazing fans. I love meeting fans and seeing their smiles, that makes me feel happy and knowing that they support me, even though i'm just a kid who makes 6-second videos on their phone for the internet.

Well now, all of us just made it to the hotel and I started running up to my room, and of course I was sharing a room with Athena, but turns out i'm also sharing with Mahogany.

I don't know why Athena always wants to share a bedroom with Me. I think she doesn't trust the guys, but I don't trust them either with my sister.

"Hey Espinosa twins, I guess we're sharing a room together" Mahogany cheered while running up to the bed

"Don't call us that Mahogany, you know I don't like that" I spat

"Chill out, Matt I bet your mad cause you don't have a boy roommate" Athena joked

"Maybe its because I always have to share a bedroom with you" I mumbled

"What did you say, Espinosa?" Athena said while crossing her arms and walking up to her

Then I grab her and picked her up then threw her on the bed. I started ticking her, which she hates so much

"OH MY GOD STOP MATT, I HATE WHEN YOU DO THIS" She giggled while trying to push her

Mahogany then pulled me away from Athena "Woah that's just Sibling goals" She joked

"Please stop that Matt, i'm already 17!!!" She shouted

"Well it still works every time" I stated

"Not cool bro" She said while getting up

*Athena's pov*

I got up from Matt tickling me, which hurts!

Then all the guys from their rooms came, Project X is about to happened

"HEY LADIES AND MATT!!" Nash screamed

"HEY BOYS!, what you up to?" I asked in a weird voice

"Well all of us are going down to Taco Bell, do you guys wanna come?" Cameron said

"Sure!" Matt and Mahogany said

"No thanks, i'll stay here and unpack, by the way get me a baja blast freeze" I requested

"Okay bye, see you later" All of them exclaimed

By the time they left, I started unpacking. Then I started getting a burning sensation in my left arm, knowing that it's time, time to cut again. I quickly searched for my blade, which is hidden in my sweater in my suitcase. I quickly ran to the bathroom and locked the door

Don't you just ever get a burning feeling all over your body like if your suffering and you can't do anything? Well that's how i'm feeling. I lifted up my sleeve place the blade on skin and pushed down, dragging it along as it cut my skin open. I dropped the blade on the floor as feeling relieved, like nothing but you can hurt you.

Whenever I have a blade, I feel that all the worry and pain fades away and all you can do is feel all the blood come out as the pain does too. Like only you can bring and take away pain. Like your the one in control

If you haven't noticed yet, I suffer from Anxiety, and Depression. No ones knows about it but Mahogany. Then I heard the door opening so I quickly hid the blade, in the medicine cabinet and pulled my sleeve down. Then walked out of the bathroom and I saw Jack J walk in

"Here's your Baja Blast, madame" He said while bowing down and handing me my drink

"Why thank you Sir Johnson" I laughed

"What the heck just happened?" Matt asked so confused

"It's called an awesome friendship!" I said while drinking my freeze

"SInce our meet and greet is tommorrow, we should go to the beach today!!" Taylor screamed

The beach??!! What if they see my....scars?!?