Bad Girl, Good Boy

no,no,no Why?

Mattias Pov
She was speechless the and sobbing in the car I had taken her home with me
I told my mom and dad what happened, they had made food and stuff for y/n
We got home and I looked at her
My eyes filled with water tears dropping
I hit the stearing wheel and punched it as hard and I layed my head on it
I cry and cry and I feel her hand on my back
"STOP MATTIA" she said as she rubbed her back
"NO NO" I screamed
"Mattia it wasn't you fault baby"
"Y-yes it was I should of been here with you I should of never left you alone, I'm sorry I'm sorry"
"No mattia nothing that happened was because of u, you saved me"
"N-no it was to late, I'm gonna kill that fucking bitch" I said slamming the strearing wheel
"Mattia I'm fine, I just need you with me" she grabbed my hand
I calmed down but their was still anger in me guilt of not being their early.

Your Pov
I grabbed Mattias hand trying to think did that really happen to me again WHY
But this time it was different I didn't feel as worthless as I did and it was because this time Mattia was their
I dont know what I was feeling but I knew that Mattia felt guilty when the only thing that he did was help me
Mattia got out of the car and walked over to my side he helped me up and gave me a hug
"I LOVE YOU" he said crying
"I love you too" I said
He picked me up bridal style and I guess he had told his parents because they where treating me with so much love. Mattia took me to the bathroom he slowly took my clothes reassuring me every time, I was standing naked in front of him feeling disgusted with my body
He walked over
And touched my body sending shivers but I felt safe
"Mi amor I'm sorry"
"I already told you Mattia there's no need to I love you baby" I kissed him
The kiss felt so I don't even know how to explain it it was long passionate, a connection between the both of us
He helped me in the shower and started helping me
I got out of the shower and he put one of his hoodies on me, I smelled it and it calmed me.

A few days passed

Your Pov
I was still at Mattias house I haven't gone home since that day, honestly it felt different this time I know I have said that but it was just different I didn't feel scared, I knew mattia was always gonna be with me

"Hey princess you up"Mattia said walking in with a towel around his waist showing his v-line
"Y-yeah damn papi" I said sitting up
Mattia laughed
"How you feeling"
"Better honestly I'm not scared anymore"
"Oh but are you good" he asked walking over to the bed
"Yeah I guess"
"You guess" he lifted his eyebrow
"Yeah I don't know but eh"
"You sure?"
"Yeah now let's go get something to eat"
"Okay c'mon"
You guys decided to go to a cafe around the corner, you guys went walking
It was a pretty cold day and mattia had given you his hoodie,you guys were walking, talking, and laughing
When we got to the cafe mattia quickly untwined our hands apart, he put them in a fist

I look down at his hand and he seems cold I look at what he was looking at and it was a girl

It was jenna, but why

"M-Ma" I said being cut off
"Hey baby" she said walking over

My heart dropped, my heart started beating so fast I could hear my pulse
I was speechless
"Y/n-" Mattia said
You looked at him with your eyes watery, shaking you head you couldn't believe it
"No, no, no, why" I said
"I can ex-"
"No i-" I step away from mattia stepping closer to jenna
"Hi i-" she said
I slapped her in her face
"Shut the fuck up bitch your just a slut but keep him I don't care he's a piece of shit, and a great actor of showing a nice act so keep him bitch" I said running back home to my house locking all of the doors, I barely had any clothes since I had taken all of them to Ma- his house.
Great why what did I do wrong? I knew it how could of I been so dumb?
I just threw myself at the floor dropping everything
"WHY MI AMOR WHY?" I said crying and screaming
"WHAT DID I DO?"
"WHY" I said feeling the sense of broken
I just cry and cry
"I love him" I said to myself " no, no, why do I still love him"
I go to the kitchen looking at it, just laying their, i grab it shaking, my hands shaking when I hear banging on the door
"Y/N" it was him
I drop the knife to the floor looking at it
He kept banging and banging but I didn't want to see him ever again never
The banging stopped and I layed their broken with no one with my all alone, and broken
I cry and cry, but but why, because I love him
But he doesn't love me, he just used me

I closed my eyes and I just slept their sitting on the floor of the kitchen

Sorry for not posting in forever a lot has happened for me rn and I just needed to get my mind off of things so here I am writing this right know and now I'm completely back to writing all of my stories but this one is my main focus