Bad Girl, Good Boy

Do you?

I stare there daring him to come closer and he does but at that point he does, i can feel his warm breath. But i push him back
I laugh and look down, i didn't realize how much i missed him. No what am i saying
"I miss that laugh you know" he says smiling at me
"Shut up" i say
"No you" butterflies came in my stomach once he said that
"You know what"
"You wanna fuck me" he says
"What, no." I smile, "no, ill drop Mateo tomorrow with you" i get up
"What, are you serious" Mattia says surprised
"Yeah tomorrow ill be there dropping him of and then ill see what happens next. Anyways i have to go" i walk away
"I love you" mattia says as a walk away
I nod and keep walking
I love you too

The next day
What the hell am i doing, am i actually doing this

"mami so donde vamos" mateo asks

"its- its a surpirse" i say hella nervous, i was shaking, and my hands where sweating. WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING i kept asking myself

I gave mateo a small break fast. Last night i has a dream, more like a flash back. The first time we both said i love you. I remember the way that he touched me the way that he made me feel. But then i remeber what he put me through.
But here i was driving to what i believe is still his parents house. Kairi had told me that he still lived with them. After all these years that fucking idiot still lives there
I smile to my self as i see Mateo in the rear mirror half asleep, even though it was 12pm. We stayed up last night watching movies.
I see that the house has no lights on but i still park out there. I get out all nervous and my hands are sweaty. I go to the back to get mateo.
"Mamwi were are we" he asks
"Just wait baby youll see"
I hold his hand as we walk to the door.
I take a deep breath and knock.
Just a few seconds after i knock on the door it opens.
"Omg y/n" mattias mom opens the door
I shoot her a smile
And hug her, how i missed her
She looks down at me
"Omg is he-"
"yes" i say smiling
She made us come in which honestly i didn't want to
I walk in and its the same as i remember
"Hes down there you know" she says
"Yeah okay" she was holding mateo in her arms looking at him
"He looks just like mattia" she says
"I know there like twins"i say laughing as i walk to where the door was for the basement
I heard someone talking. It was mattia
I slowly open the door
"Hi mateo, im mattia you father, no thats not good, hey mateo im you dad. Why the hell is it so hard. Ugh but at least hes my baby. They only thing thats keeping me and y/n together. But i think she doesn't lo-" mattia turns around and see you
You where just there smiling awkwardly
"Wtf hey" mattia said embarrassed because you probs heard him, which you did.
"Hey" i say walking towards him, "hes up there"
"Okay ill go lemme just put on a hoodie" he says
He walks over to his closest as i just look at him, his room is the same, nothing has changed
He walks over to me and i question why hes getting closer then i relised that obviously we have to go back up he let me go first, which i did.
I saw him play with his hands, i knew he only did that when he was nervous
"Hey its going to be fine, hes gonna like you" i say
"Okay" he says smiling
"Oh about what you were saying earlier, do you really think i dont love you anymore."
"Oh- um well"
"You know what its fine, sorry for asking"
"Y/n, do you love me?" He said making you both stop, "do you?" He said reaching for your hand

Hey this is a short one, but ima try to update later today so sorry for taking forever to update. Also hope you guys had a good thanksgiving