Hey look at me

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Mattias Pov
What did I just do, my heart broke,how could I do this to her, I'm fucking stupid with everything that she has gone through this week how could i, how did I let this happen
I quicky went to my house she wasn't their, I went to her house all of the lights where off but I'm guessing she was their,I knocked on the door and no response, I banged but nothing
I went to the back I know they had a door that they didn't lock
I shit her parents locked it before they left
"Y/N" I said
I kept on knocking but no response I gave up and I left, I was broken, because I broke her
I cried walking my way back home, I knocked on my front door and my mom opened it
"A- Mattia what happened baby" my mom said pulling me into a hug
"Y/n" I said crying
"What happened to my girl is she okay"
"No" I cried
"Mijo tell me what happened is y/n ok" she kept on asking
"Mama, i-i cheated on h-her" I said crying even more
She backed out of the hug she was about to slap me but she stopped herself
"Mijo why what happened"
"I-i don't know"
"Estas tan menso como pudisteis hacer eso, are you dumb how could you do that to her" she said disappointed
"I-i don't know"
"Well did she do anything to you"
"No that's the thing she did nothing she was perfect"
"At mijo, I'm disappointed in you I neither your dad raised you to treat a woman like that, specially not one like y/n"
"I know mom I just i-i love her"
"Well if you loved her then why did you do it" she was tearing up
"I-i don't know I just I don't know" and I broke down, "she was perfect, my princess, mi amor, she was my life my baby"

Your Pov
I hear lightning strike, and I woke up with a scared jump, wishing that everything that has happened was all just a dream, but it wasn't I see the knife, I hadn't been so close to this since when it all happened with Mar the first time, and I think that this pain is even worse
I grab the knife and a second later blood on my wrists, I didn't feel pain, I was numb
I layed their crying, felling anxious, I'm overwhelmed and insecure, I can't take this anymore
I sit up drinking water to calm myself down, I was breathing to strong

Joel Pov
(If you don't remember it's her cousin, the one that Mattia got jelous of at your quince)

Joel Pov(If you don't remember it's her cousin, the one that Mattia got jelous of at your quince)

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∆∆thats Joel

My tia (y/n mom) asked me to go check on her just in case and also go check on the house, so I drove to their house it was like 45 minutes aways, and I was also gonna pick up one of my BestFriend Erick, y/n use to have a crush on him to when we were little, so I though I might surprise her even though she has a boyfriend but Christopher is also coming to my house like in 4 days

On my way I go to ericks sister house to pick him up since it was on the way

On my way I go to ericks sister house to pick him up since it was on the way

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∆∆erick (the loml after Mattia)

"Hey bro long time no see where we going" Erick said
"Hey bro we gonna pick up y/n" I said
"Y/N!! As in your cousin as in la chapara shortie" Erick said
"Yup"
"Damn I'm nervous"
"Why"
"Joel are you dumb"
"Oh she has a boyfriend so..."
"Really?!, I mean not a surprise"
"Dude shut up she's my cousin"
"Yeah whatever"

We drove for like 30 minutes we made it to the house it was dark no light turned on
"You sure where at the right house" Erick said
"Que si"
"Damn chill" Erick laughed
I opened the door I walked into the kitchen and I see blood, I guess Erick saw it too because he starts screaming her name desperately
"Y/N" I scream with a scared tone
I run up to her room Erick behind me and I see her laying on the floor bleeding, her wrists
I look at Erick and he is helping her up
"Y/n hey look at me"

Your Pov
I hear two similar voices that I hadn't heard in years, my vision is blurry
"Y/n hey look at me" says I voice while he is helping me up
"E-e-erick!!" I say surprised
"Yeah"
"OMG erick" I hugged him, then I start crying because I come back to reality
"Y/n what happened, I though you had stopped" joel said (he didn't know about Mar, but he did see you in the deepest and darkest time of you, he's a very over protective cousin)
"I-it was" I cry just at the though of him "mattia"
"What what happened" Joel said
"H-he cheated on me" I said
"That son of a bitch where is he I'ma go kill him" Joel said in a mad voice
Erick just hugged you he was comforting you
"And that's not even the worst thing"
"What else happened what did that fucker do" Erick said
"No it wasnt him it was Mar"
"Mar? I thought you two.."
"Yeah h-he tried to" I start crying
"NO IM ABOUT TO FUCKING KILL TWO FUCKING SON OF A BITCHES VAN A VER ESOS HIJOS DE SU PUTA MADRE" Joel said standing up
"This was the second time"
"What" Erick said, "no y/n why didn't you say anything"
"I was scared"
"And that's when oh" Joel said

Joel Pov
I could believe it how could these guys be so fucking stupid and hurt her like that I was her closet family member she was always like the little sister I never had. I had to take a breath so I would go on a full physcotic mode, I go down stairs to the kitchen leaving here with the care of Erick
I see a note in the dinning table, I opened it

For my mama y papa
I'm sorry I just can't take it anymore, I have been scared my whole life, but you guys always made it better, thank you for everything that you guys sacrificed for me, just remembered that I love both of you, and I'm sorry but I just can't live in pain anymore
-los amo
Y/n

I read it and my hear instantly stopped, she was this broken, and I'm not planning on leaving here alone without anyone watching her, I grab that note and I go upstairs, I just see her broken in ericks arms and I remember when we where all little of how she would love when Erick would give her hugs

I read it and my hear instantly stopped, she was this broken, and I'm not planning on leaving here alone without anyone watching her, I grab that note and I go upstairs, I just see her broken in ericks arms and I remember when we where all little ...

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∆∆ imagine the girl being you and the boys is already Erick

I walk over to y/n and give her a hug we try to cheer her up by talking about some good memories about when we where little

"Y/n remember when you fell off the swing and you fell on mud and your pants got all dirty and you started crying and joel took off his shorts so you could used them and he walked in his boxers on our way home" Erick said laughing to death making you laugh
"OMG she laughs, and I remember that and I never got payed back" Joel said smiling
"I'm that was like 7 years ago" y/n said

Your Pov
Honestly they made me forget everything that had happened, reliving all the memories with them, and with the rest of the boys I remember, Christopher, Zabdiel, and Richard. Then Joel, Erick and me. Joel made the decision to take me home with him, Erick was also gonna stay their, and I'm glad, I hadn't seen Erick in a long time, I missed his hugs and his laugh, but no hug could compare to his, his scent his smell, his eyes, his plumped lips. I walk over to Joel car and Erick sits in the back with me, while in the car he disinfects my cuts, it burned but I was okay

It was a long drive so we decided to get some food, she ended up getting taco Bell because it was the only thing on the way

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