Bad Girl, Good Boy

Trust is where its all about

Warning: if you are sensitive with sexual abuse i suggest you may take in consideration to skip this or read the bottom ⚠️

Y/n: only Emily knows, well one part of the story
Mattia: what do you mean , what story
Y/n: i dont think im ready to tell you that but i will about this
Mattia: okay
Y/n: well you know Mar-
Mattia: mariano castano?
Y/n: you know him?
Mattia: yeah for being so fucking annoying
Y/n started crying by listening to her say Marianos name
Mattia hugged you and put you between his legs, rubbing your thighs as a comfort
You felt molested with that but you felt safe with Mattia
Y/n: well when i was 13 and he was 15 we were together
Mattia: as in a couple?
Y/n: yeah
You were tearing up
Y/n: we were family friends and we started dati-
Mattia: dating
Y/n: yeah, at the beginning he was the person i felt safe with i trusted and loved him with all my heart.
Mattia: oh
Y/n: a few months passed and he began to be aggressive
You cried harder and mattia hold you even more tight,  he layed down, since he was hugging you, you layed down with him
Y/n: he s-started slapping m-me, p-punching me, he h-hurt me. He wanted to use be as his toy, i wanted to fight back but he got a nife and cut me.
Mattia: y/n im so sorry this happened to you. No guy should ever treat a girl like that specially not you.
Y/n: and the worst thing was that i forgave him 3 times
Mattia: Y/n i- ugh i- don't know what to sa-
Y/n: just hug me

Mattia hugged you. He turned you to the side and cuddled with you. Of course he was the big spoon. You felt warm and safe in his arms. Your eyes were tired of crying they felt heavy and you closed them. You fell asleep.

Y/n: Mar what do you want
You said crying
Mar: i want you princesss
Y/n: no Mar, i Said NO
Mar: well you can't and should disobey me, you slut
Y/n: im not a slut now get off of me
You tried to kick Mar but he hold you down. He grabbed and pulled u closer to him. He tried to kiss you and you tried to push him off. He slapped you with anger. You were scared and hopeless. You felt weak, he was hurting you.
Mar: i want you but its either in the good way or in the bad way
Y/n: but i dont want you
He started taking off your shirt you didn't do anything because you went numb, you were crying and knew this was it this was the end for you
Mar: i see princessa, you want the hard way
Mar got his pocket knife and started cutting you he pulled you pants and underwear down aggressively you tried to close your legs but he started to cut your thighs

Y/n: NO, NO, GET OFF OF ME, I HATE YOU
Y/n: please stop
You said crying
Y/n: YOUR HURTING ME

Mattia woke up he tried waking you up, he was scared for you
Mattia: Hey, hey y/n wake up
Mattia: y/n
You woke up in a jump, scared, crying, you just fall onto Mattia.
Mattia: hey, are you okay y/n, i really thoug-
Y/n: sorry i- i have to go

You ran out leaving everything at Mattia's house you just ran somewhere. You were scared, alone, especially tormented.

Mattia's Pov
I quickly put on my shoes and ran out to go find y/n. I saw her run to the down town side of New Jersey. Fuck. I ran and saw her take a turn, she went and sat down in the middle of two old abandoned buildings. I followed her there, and there she was crying

Mattia: y/n?
Y/n: yes? Mattia?
Mattia: ay y/n please dont scare me like this again, i was worried
Y/n: im sorry it just i-
Mattia: you dont have to tell me just do and say whatever you want
Y/n: i had a nightmare, like everyday since that day
Mattia: what day?
Y/n: the other part of the story, the one Emily knows
Mattia:oh you wanna talk about it?
Y/n: yeah
Mattia: you sure?
Y/n: yeah, umm..
You started crying
Y/n: well when i was with Mari- ,him, he wanted things that i didnt. He hurt me because i didnt want to, but he insisted that it would be fine.
Mattia pulled you onto his lap making you feel secured
Y/n: i didnt want to but one day we went out it was all normal he took me back to his house and-
Mattia started playing with your hair and moved you in a position that made you comfortable
Y/n: he tied my up
Mattia: that son of a bitch tied you up
Y/n: and h-he rapp-
Mattia's heart dropped when he realized what mariano did to you
Mattia: IM GONNA FUCKING KILL HIM, IMA MAKE HIM SUFFER THE WAY HE DID TO YOU AND HES GONNA PAY IT

Mattia was angry he was shocked he was so mad but he made sure that right now you were his priority

Mattia's POV

When i heard what that fucking bastard did to y/n i wanted to kill him but i new that right now and right here y/n was the only thing that i should be thinking about. Wait was this the thing that she was crying about in the bathroom and the "history to repeat again"

Y/n: i will understand if you dont want to be or talk to me ever agai-

Mattia stopped you with a kiss
Mattia: im sorry y/n i-
You kissed him back. You could feel your heart racing but you felt safe in Mattia's arms. His lips were warm and smooth. The kiss was the most passionate thing that you have ever felt. You both pulled back but remained close together. You smiled and opened your eyes. Mattia was smiling and looking at you.
Your noses touched together passionately. You didnt want to let go of him.

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