Bad Girl, Good Boy

I Hate You

I go on insta to see what it was i saw it and i read it "i still love her" my smile that i had a few second ago left so quick at least he said what happened and the truth, i cry but i stop because i see something in the box of the time capsule, it was my monkey, we all had monkeys when i was like 4 i got my monkey and when i met the boys richard had a few monkeys and so the rest of the boys also got their monkeys, i smile and i walk up to and grab it and hug it

"Bananas" i say hugging the monkey, yes i named my monkey bananas, i look through my bag to find some sweatpants to put on, i open the bag and their it was, my old stash, froze when i picked it up.

I got addicted to it when the Mar situations happened and i promised i would never do it again, but their it was right infront of me just like the knife was, i had stopped and made that promise, but i broke it with the knife but this no, i took a deep breath and put it back i found sweatpants and put it on, i start listening to music to get my mind off of it

Mattia's Pov

i still dont think this party is the best thing but kairi is insiting to go, and i do owe him i left him at a party for going with y/n-

"Mattia its at 7 and jenna wont be their i think she went to cali"

"okay bro ill go i guess but dont let me drink"

"sober words"

"shut up"

"alright lets get ready" kairi said

"okay"

"so has she talked to you" he asked

"no she's not talking to anyone not even emily or the other girls"

"oh cami said Teresa knows Erick and that she's gonna ask where y/n is since you know"

"yeah okay, so who's erick" i ask, "like how do they know eachother"

"ooh about that"

"wait what" i said

"y/n was absolutely in love with him when she was younger, like mad in love" kairi said

"WHAT, no then why is she with him"

"because of Joel their in the same boyband" Kairi said

"and how do you know this"

"oh because of Camila she knows Joel"

"oh okay" i felt mad she was with him

Skip to 7:30

your Pov

it was getting late and erick nor joel where back home, no text no call, nothing. I was worried, i went up stairs to go get my blanket but my phone started popping with notifications of tags

Mattia's Pov

"dude what happened to no drinking" kairi said catching me as i trip

"it was only a few drinks" i said dizzy

"a few drink my ass" he says grabbing my cup

"im fine and give me that back" i say reaching for my cup

"your not okay mattia where going home" kairi said comanding

"No just let me go to the bathroom and i'll be fine"

"Okay but i'll be right here waiting for you"

"yeah yeah whatever"

i walk up stairs to the bathroom holding on the stair railing no trying to fall