Astitva •Namjin/KookV• [Indefinite Hiatus/Discontinued]

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Guess who forgot to update cuz they were helping by doing someone else's homework? Me, ofc! I'm sorry but I need some time to plot out the chapter of Sehnsucht so here you go with an Astitva update!!

Hope you enjoy! And I hope you have bought the uwu packages from me!

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यस्य पुत्रो वशीभूतो भार्या छन्दानुगामिनी। विभवे यस्य सन्तुष्टिस्तस्य स्वर्ग इहैव हि ॥
-The man whose son is enthralled, his spouse is on the path of the Vedas and who is satisfied with the glory, this is heaven for him-

"You scared me," Namjoon said as he helped the older sit up, keeping a hand over his back. Seokjin smiled sheepishly, mumbling a sorry as Yoongi watched them interact. He smiled but it soon faded off as he thought of the results. He kept the reports away as he sat across from the couple.

"Well, Kim Namjoon." He spoke up, face showing no emotions. "You should start getting used to this from now on. This is going to happen a lot from now onwards."

Namjoon looked at Yoongi, eyes wide as his mind thought of the worst cases. His hand subconsciously reached out for Seokjin's, interlacing their fingers together. The older held his breath, waiting for the young doctor to speak.

"What I mean to say is..." Yoongi spoke as he stood up, facing Seokjin. "Congratulations, Hyung. You're pregnant." He smiled at the older male.

Seokjin froze, the words ringing in his ears as his eyes widened. Namjoon felt like the world stopped revolving, his breath caught in his throat as he turned to look at the older. A warmth spread over him as he let out a sigh of relief. The older male turned to look at him, tears pooling in his eyes as they glittered. Namjoon leaned forward, taking the angel in his arms as he stood up, twirling them around. 

Seokjin laughed breathlessly, clutching to the younger as he threw his head back. He felt happiness course in his veins. He couldn't believe what was happening. He was holding a piece of their love inside himself, a small life that will depend entirely on him. He couldn't wait to hear the light patter of small footsteps. He couldn't wait for their child to say their first word.

Namjoon kept him back down on the bed, embracing him and nuzzling his nose in the older's neck. "Thank you so much." He whispered, his own voice cracking. Yoongi looked on at the scene, a smile making its way to his face. He hoped everything would be fine for the couple.

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-October-

Fall had painted the realm a dull brown, replacing the usual cold by a slightly warm breeze. Seokjin sat in Yoongi's office, waiting for the younger to return with the results. Namjoon stood beside him, a warm hand placed on his shoulder. The young doctor returned, a file in his hands as he led them to the ultrasound room.

"Everything else seems normal. The results are perfect." He said as he helped the older lay down, getting the gel. He spread it over the angel's six-months along belly, getting his equipment ready. "Are you two ready?" He asked. Namjoon nodded his head and Seokjin gave him a smile.

He moved the device over the older's belly, a black and white image appearing on the monitor. Soft heartbeats filled the room and the couple smiled, holding each other's hands. "Well, it seems like the baby is doing great too. Has he kicked yet?" Yoongi asked as he passed a box of tissues to Namjoon.

"Not yet." Seokjin said sadly as he waited for his husband to clean the gel. He sat up slowly, holding the younger's hand. Yoongi smiled. "It's okay. It's normal." He reassured the older as he walked to the younger demon.

"Namjoon, I have to talk to you about something." He whispered as he made sure Seokjin was distracted. The blond nodded quickly, an unsettling feeling in the pit of his stomach. He helped Seokjin sit on the bench outside the small office, making an excuse that he forgot something inside.

"I hate to tell you this but the chances of a miscarriage are exceptionally high even now," Yoongi said, his lips pressed into a thin line as he looked at the male. "We need to take all the precautions because even if we pass this phase, I can't guarantee that Hyung won't go into preterm labour or worse, have a stillborn." The young doctor's face was solemn.

"Can..." Namjoon took a shaky breath, his legs suddenly feeling weak as the knowledge settled in. They could lose their baby. He clenched his fist, feeling useless. "Is there anything we can do to minimize the risks?" He asked, pulling himself together. Yoongi kept a hand on his shoulder. 

"All we can do is take precautions and be careful." He stated, his own heart breaking at the sight of his childhood friend looking so lost. Namjoon nodded, giving him a small forced smile as he turned and walked out. He could just wait and pray.

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-A few days later-

"Where are you taking me?" Seokjin laughed as he took small steps ahead. Namjoon had his hands over the older's eyes, not letting him see where they were going. "Just a little more." He said as he stopped. He slowly took his hands off, letting the angel open his eyes.

A gasp left Seokjin's lips as he looked at the beautiful house in front of him. They were in the Earth realm, taking a break from the usual monotone of hell. They currently stood in front of a medium-sized one-storey house. The outside was a modern design, painted a beautiful shade of creme and grey. Lush green grass surrounded the building, a few flowers still blooming.

Seokjin turned around to look at the younger male. "Do you like it?" Namjoon asked, a smile on his face as he saw the shining eyes. The angel was practically glowing with happiness. "I love it!" He said happily, looking around with a smile on his face.

"This is our new home." The demon said as he stepped forward, taking the older in his embrace. Seokjin's eyes widened as he turned in the embrace. "No way..." He let out as he looked back at the house. Namjoon chuckled, pressing a kiss to the angel's temple. Seokjin's eyes watered as he stared at the younger, his heartbeat racing. A small smile bloomed on his face but it fell as soon as it came and he pressed a hand to his belly.

This caught the attention of the demon and concern filled him. "What happened, Hyung? Are you okay?" He asked quickly. Seokjin looked up with wide eyes as he spoke his next words.

"The baby kicked."

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I am exhausted and have cramps. Don't expect anything better. Special thanks to reshy4686 for helping me write the chapter! I wuv you, unnie!

I hope you enjoyed the chapter~~ P.S. I was listening to Twinkle Twinkle Little Star on repeat so there may be mistakes hehe.

I'll see you soon~~ Bye~~

-G.S.