Biology • Yeonbin

6

A/N: I recommend this song or Quiet by niiHWA

Soobin was laying on his bed as he felt something drip down his face. He quickly got got up as they were tears. But they wouldn't stop. Somehow this memory made him so emotional his tears just wouldn't stop running down his face.

He grabbed his bag and headed out the house. There was no need for a 'i'll be back'. No one was home yet.

He put in his ear buds and put his playlist on shuffle. The song that came on; cigar by HA:TFELT.

What a coincidence.

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He arrived at this destination. A bridge. The same one him and his father used to go to. Right when he past he would always come here to let whatever he wanted out.

He reached into his bag and pulled out a red and white pack of cigarettes and a black lighter with a white cross drawn on.

He never really smoked. He knew how bad they were, but at times like these they really helped him get things out. It would just help him breathe correctly if that made sense. And even if it slightly burned his throat he enjoyed the smell of it.

And the night was perfect. You could see the clouds slightly moving even if it was hard to detect which was the cloud. He watched them. And the day was windy, his hair fell back to the mid part of his head as he let the wind do whatever the fuck it wanted. And most importantly it was quite. He loved it.

Him and his thoughts. He thought about everything and everyone. He smiled at some of the dumbest memories he had. And imagined how life would be if his father was with him at this very moment.

He'd probably take the cancer stick out of his mouth. He wouldn't raise his voice and him. Just take it out without a word. And maybe after a while he'd lecture him on life. That was the type of person his father was. He was always so clam and made everyone and everything so calm around him. He loved that ability. To make everything seem like it's okay. To make every situation calm.

A few minutes past and soobin was almost done with his second cigar. But he quickly stomped on it as he saw a familiar face. He put on his hoodie and looked down at the back water below him. His breathing increased as he got nervous if the guy would notice him.

He heard uneven footsteps coming his way. As he approached with every funky step you could hear the song he was listening to. Fancy. I mean who wouldn't act like this to such a bop. But in public? Soobin would more than gladly pass.

Soobin looked over at the guy which caught him by surprise. He went right past him. In shock he just stayed facing towords his right for a couple seconds. The footsteps became almost unbearable until they stoped followed by a very loud. "Wait a minute" and yes exactly like the meme.

It was time to go as soon as he heard that. He put his hands in his pockets and walked as fast as he could. But he heard someone running and if he wasn't already extremely nervous he is now. But he didn't bother pacing up he stayed at the same walking speed to not look suspicious.

As he was about to take a turn as he felt a hand grab the hem if his jacket.

"Soobin? Is that you?"

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A/N: I keep forgetting to say this but are the chapters 0 and 1 still reversed? 🤡