Biology • Yeonbin

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It's been about a month since soobin has started chemo. And everyday he's been going, he cheeks on his hair.

And like any other day he wakes up to a surprise that nothing is falling out.

He jumps into the shower and after a while when he looks at the floor to pick up the fallen shampoo bottle.

He was in shock, this was the only reason why he didn't want to go to chemo. He looked up to see that the walls were covered on his hair.

He stops the shower and looks in the mirror and starts pulling out chunks of his hair repeatedly still not believing what he's seeing. He grabs a towel and tries to dry his hair but obviously more hair keeps coming out.

He quickly puts on some sweatpants and ran down the stairs in hopes that his mother was still here. But she wasn't. He didn't know what to do. He didn't know if he should go to school or stay home.

But at the end he went.

He put on a beanie to cover his balding head. He hoped that no one would question the hat but since it was pretty cold out he didn't worry as much.

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He walked from class to class looking down just hoping no one would mention or see him.

But when it came to his biology class he just couldn't ignore his friends.

He walked in with a brighter face to make it seem as if nothing was happening. But his heart was pounding so much. He was so nervous that they would somehow find out or leave him.

"Hey soob" both Yeonjun and Beomgyu said.

"H-hi" he tried not to stutter but with all the thoughts inside his brain he could couldn't help but to do so.

"Are you okay? You're sweating" Yeonjun says as he tries to feel soobins forehead. But soobin moved his head back not wanting to be touched.

"I-im sorry I just don't feel well"

"Are you sure? Do you want me to take you to the nurse?" Beomgyu said.

"I- no I'm fi-" before he could finish he could hear Beomgyu gasp.

"Did you dye your hair?!" He says excitingly.

"No" soobin laughs. "It was just pretty cold outside"

"Sure" Beomgyu says squinting at him.

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The line for lunch was the longest it's ever been and soobin did not want to get in line for that but Beomgyu kept bugging him.

"C'mon, they have chicken nuggets!" Beomgyu attempted to pull soobin off his chair but he wouldn't budge.

"Fine! Taehyun go with me please" pulled on taehyuns jacket.

"When kai comes we can all go" Taehyun taps on Beomgyu's hands so he can stop.

A short time after and kai came with Yeonjun.

"Yay! Now let's go get food!" Beomgyu who's been patiently waiting shouts with excitement and they all giggle on their way.

Yeonjun sits down next to soobin, to which he is on his phone looking at whatever twitter as to offer him.

"Hair cut?" Yeonjun said, trying to make small talk.

"Uhh, I guess you can say that".

"Im'a go to the bathroom I don't feel well". He closed the apps on his phone and quickly walked to the bathroom where we threw up yesterday's dinner.

He flushed the toilet but just sat there barely having the energy to stand up.

"Hey, soobin are you in here?" He hears yeonjun.

"Yeah"

Yeonjun walked to the stall he heard the voice from and knocked on the door.

"Are you good?"

"I'm not in that one" he laughed a little.

As yeonjun took the two more steps and said the same question with a knock on the stall.

"Are you good?"

Soobin hesitated before answering.

"No, can you help me get up...please"

It was barely bearable and sounded painful.

"O-okay im'a come in".

The door wasn't locked and as he opened the door he saw soobin on the floor slouched on the wall looking horrible.

"Damn, you look gross" he approached soobin squating down and wrapping an arm around his waist and putting soobins arm around his neck holding his hand with his.

"And I had something important to tell you today but I guess that can wait" yeonjun says taking small steps with soobin.

"I bet it's not as much as important as mine" soobin says.

"Tch, is it under that hat" yeonjun said looking at the beanie.

"Kinda" soobin says as he looks up to yeonjun and his eyes widen.

He had felt yeonjuns hand grabbing for the beanie.

He ducked down but that only took off his beanie revealing his patches of skin on his head.

His eyes began to water as he quickly put on the hood of his sweater and walked out.

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A/N:
I ploted this better in my head.