Biology • Yeonbin

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Yeonjun stands up to try to get out of the situation he put himself in.

"Hey, uhh, I'm gonna get some water do you want some?" He asks trying his best not to make eye contact.

"No thanks, they told me I can't have anything to eat or drink since I'm going to ge- I'm gonna get some fluids" soobin quickly tries to cover up.

"Really? I don't think they can do that. You're sick and the only way they can make you not eat is if your... are you getting surgery?" Yeonjun looks over to soobin, this time locking eye contact. 

He walks over to soobin and grabs his hand. Soobin hesitates to hold yeonjuns hand, but he does.

"Soobin why didn't you tell me? Does your mom know?" Yeonjun reaches for soonins other hand, now holding both.

Soobin stays quiet for a moment before nodding his head.

"At least you told your mom but why did you hide it from me? A-and the others don't even know you have cancer" yeonjuns breathing starts to quicken. This whole situation is giving him flashbacks to when his grandma had to get surgery. And well she didn't make it.

"We'll talk about it after you get your water." Soobin let of of yeonjuns hands.

Yeonjun sits there still processing everything from now and the past.

"I promise I'll tell you everything I just need time to collect my thoughts" soobin grabbed yeonjuns cheek and pinched it hoping it'll make him feel better.

"You promise?" yeonjun held out his pinky.

Soobin smiled locking their pinkies and putting their thumbs together.
"I promise" he lets go of their locked hands.

Yeonjun gets up and soobin watched him close the door. Soobin sends a smile and wave to yeonjun to which he just winks as a return.

And as soon as the older turned his back soobin dropped his act. He starts sobbing. He was so scared. He truly, with his whole heart, just wanted to live normally without such a big secret that even he was trying to hide from himself. 

Soobin cried the whole time yeonjun was gone, which wasn't long since he went to the vending machines. 

Rihht when yeonjun walks into the room he hears soobin shout.

"Get out!" He says crying.
"I'm not done collecting my thoughts!" he cried into his hands.

Yeonjun didn't leave. He walked towards soobin and hugs him. despite soobin trying to push him away.

He then cries with soobin. He knows he's scared, he's so young. this isn't something anyone should be crying about.

"Y-yeonjun" soobin managed to say through his sobs.

"Hm" yeonjun hums out.

"W-why did you-u stay?" He cries.

Yeonjuns cries. He looks so hopeless.

"Because- because I love you" he pulls soobin into a tighter hug crying on his shoulder. Soobin hugs back crying more than ever.

"Yeonjun!" soobin whines.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. I was just so nervous" yeonjun catches his breath.

Soobin stays quiet still holding onto yeonjun as if this was going to be their last time seeing eachother.

Soobin pulls back from their embrace but goes onto holding yeonjuns hand.

"Yeonjun, i- I love you too!" He cries again.

"R-really?! I meant it in a more lov-"
"I know! I know!" Yeonjun was cut off by soobins embarrassed yelling.

They spent time on the small hospital bed that soobin made space for the both of them to fit. They looked at eachothers features, even though they had just cried their eyes out. They each thought of each other as beautiful.

They played with each other's hands and hair, giggling and teasing eachother from things of the past. Then finally having the courage to ask for a kiss.

What a way to have your first kiss. In a hospital bed thinking you have all of eternity to be with the one you love.

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A/N:

New year, same shit fanfic😻💪