Four months ago you pulled me out of hell.
Life came full circle and You put me back in hell..
I should hate you, I should hate your guts. Yeah I could lie to you and say I do actually hate you, but we both know it's not true. I hate everything else, I hate that she's on your mind, I hate that she took my place..
You can tell me you weren't ready, but we both know she took my place, I hate you for that.
Everything I did for you was to make you stay and keep my place, you met her and she took my damn place.
I HATE HER AND YOU!
I hate me, I hate that I wasn't good enough. I hate that I love you and I hate that I would take you back in a second.
I hate that you've made it seem that you haven't suffered at all, I have I want to die,
I hate that you have her and care so much about her.
I hate hanging up with you now, so many times I've had to catch myself from saying what I used to say. I hate that you told me that this would never happen.
I hate that I don't know how you feel towards her, other then knowing your just friends. I hate that there's a chance that you could be with her. I hate that I don't know if your saying the same things to her that You said to me.
I hate that you made fall in love with you, I hate that you made me care. I hate that I can't leave you or anyone.
I hate that I muted you in my phone, I hate that I took the leap of faith into love and you let me fall, I hate that she's prettier then me. I hate that I'm mad at you and you don't even know it. I hate that I have to fake it cause I don't want to hurt you.
I should hate you.
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Too Many Thoughts {Poetry Book}
PoesíaThis is gonna have, Poems {Mostly Sad} Short Storys {Sad} Quotes {Sad} This book will deal with Depression and Anxiety. ------ This book will be my outlet, I wont hold back or bite my tongue. Its gonna be Raw and emotional.
