The Villainess

Chapter 49

His POV

"What's wrong?" She asked frantically checking on me to check what's wrong, meanwhile I'm looking silently at her face.

I can't be wrong. I remember her but this is someone's memories.

"I need to go." I stood up and walked away from her. I heard her shout asking if I'm okay, I didn't answer her and continued to go wherever my feet wants to go.

I went home early shut my room and stared blankly at my room. I've never felt more confused than today, memories kept coming in my mind, memories about Irene. We met on the first day of class, she became the president of the student council, I became the president of Vionale. My mouth parted and I pressed my head in between my hands.

Get out of my mind! Fuck! Don't change my memories! I couldn't have loved her, I love Sejeong!

Yet my mind told me a different story. Irene was my first love and Sejeong...I hated her for mistreating Irene. I stopped pressing my head when my phone rang, my eyes looked at the ringing phone in my bed table.

Sejeong-ah.

I immediately got my phone and picked up her call. I need to hear her voice to make my world in balance again.

"Sehunie, you free?" Her voice...

"Damn you wrench! I'll fucking kill you!"

I froze, the voices in my head overpowered her voice. It's getting harder to breath but with my remaining power I replied.

"Sejeong-ah, yes."

"You're better off dead."

"Sorry, I." I traced off, hitting my head.

"Have things to do. Next time?" She went silent for a moment but then she agreed. I told her I'm being called by the seniors for her to hang up the call, as soon as the call ended I threw my phone to my bed. I sat down on the cold floor, clutching my hair, pulling them out.

I don't need this memories! Get the fuck out of my head!

Ever since that day I started to distance myself from Sejeong, it's difficult to stay away from the person who makes me whole but I don't want her to see through me, I can't see her in pain.

For days I focused on my work to get my mind off of everything, it somehow helps me but I miss her so damn much.

While working I accidentally let the words slip through my mouth, Irene's mouth parted her eyes grew in shock. She approached me and held my shoulder, grasping on it tightly.

"What do you mean by memories of the past?" I looked away and pushed her away, it didn't feel right no matter how my mind insist that I once loved her.

"Could you possibly got your memories back?" I turned to her, my eyebrows furrowed her eyes telling me she knows something. I clenched my jaws and gripped her arm, shaking her.

"What do you know?" I gritted my teeth. A smile formed on her lips, I was taken back when she hugged me, snaking her arms around my neck.

"Don't touch me!" I got a hold of her arms and forcibly removed them from me throwing it back to her side.

"But you remember me right? You love me!" I squinted my eyes. I shook my head and took a step back.

"I don't." Her eyes flickered. I breathed in and shot her a look.

"Tell me what you know, why is this happening." I asked the only person who I think is in the same condition as me.

"The memories you saw were yours. You were re-borned. Let's just think of it as 're-living' your life, but somehow this life is different. You're with Sejeong when you should've been with me, I know you saw everything. How we met and how we both fell in love." I cut her off.