MY HOLLY SIN

What is this?

I'm writing this, whatever this is, as a way of mourning all the losses I never recovered from.
Some people might see it as a love story, or multiple love stories, and some might see it as a break up story, or again, multiple. But from my perspective, this is my safe heaven, my secret garden, where I can be truly me, with no one here to judge me, not even my own self.
If you're reading this, it means I got rid of my darkness, or at least, I came in terms with it, because it is impossible for me, or -as I choose to believe- for anyone who has functioning brain cells, to show their lack of strengths, their keys to destruction, their states of pure vulnerability, unless it doesn't hurt anymore, or maybe, until the pain starts feeling good for a change.