MY HOLLY SIN

let's tell our story already!

Oh well, you're here again baby, I see you right here, besides me, with your jawline, your eyes looking right through me, your hands slowly caressing my waist. I'm sane enough to know that this is just my mind playing tricks on me, but I don't care, not even a bit, and I'm sure by now, you know why... I will never miss a chance of seeing you, feeling you, feeling good because of you,even when it's only an illusion I created, in order not to loose my sanity..
Let's talk baby, shall we, since you know how much I despise the silence. Let's talk about you and me, let's talk about all the good things and the bad things, let's talk about all the love and hate, or do you know what, since I'm doing all the talking, I get to decide, you just keep on agreeing.
I decided, this should be a little bed time story for me, and yes I am telling it, but damnit, I need something to hold on to, specially in these fucked up scary nights, when I can't feel anything but you, and the scariest thing, is that not even you is real. But let's make you real together, let's build up our own ritual, our summoning memories routine to help me fall asleep and to help you go home until the next night I need you. And let's tell our glorious story this way, starting the first day, and never ending, to all the people who might one day, have the chance to gracefully know it, or at least know some of it, or know more than it.

I was carried on the describing and then I decided to actually tell a story, this is a novel after all, not my therapist 😂. Just a lil chap to start, so thank you for being here, you are very appreciated 🖤