Every night before I sleep, I promise myself that that would be the last night of me thinking of you, smiling to your memory, letting it soothe my pain for the shortest of whiles. And when I wake up the next day, you come up in the form of my first idea, or the glimpse of picture that I see right before I open my eyes for the first time that day, or even as the sound I hear while I'm still in that state playing in and out of consciousness. Or on the best days, they come all at once, and with the bittersweetness that I feel, I beg myself for just one more day in my illusion, just one more night of painful yet beautiful dreams. And you know, somedays, with how deeply shattered I am, all I remember are the bad memories, the ugly stories, the mistreatments, but I still replay them over and over in my head, because even when I do, I get to be with you, and that is, how I see it, my wildest dream.
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MY HOLLY SIN
RomanceThis is a love story of mine, but with how much I thought of it, I can't judge if it was totally real or just a dream, but I'm guessing it's something in between. I pour my soul into this... I hope u can feel it too ❤️❤️❤️
