He Is Mine |Dave East ; Urban|

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Zion

What I have came to realise in life is that people can easily forget the good that you have done but they will never forget the bad things that you have done reason why King has forever stuck with me because of my past mistakes.

I could easily blame everything to my father leading me to that life because of the pain he has caused our family and me wanting to retaliate, but I did all that shit myself. I ruined my own life thinking I was hurting him. I always got in trouble in school. I joined a gang when I was younger and everything went downhill from there.

Yes at that time when I was doing all of those things it was because of my anger that was directed to him and I came later to realise that as much as I wanted to hurt my father but I was also hurting people who mattered the most to me that being my mother, my sister and now Brandi.

Me being in and out of jail has hurt my family and ruined my reputation severely. The last time I went to prison it was almost the end of me I was supposed to be serving life in prison for a murder case but after my case was reviewed again I managed to get away with just 3 years in prison.

My mother has been through a lot especially with my father being unfaithful to her in their marriage and a lot of young girls showing up at our door step every now and then with their family claiming to have been impregnated by my dad became salt to her already bleeding wounds.

I knew that I had to better my life for her sake i didn't wanna be another reason that she goes to bed with a broken heart.

I took charge of my life after Brandi actually made me see it from another perspective. 6 years ago when I was in prison for another crime I just turned 19 and one of my friends in prison, more like my best friend, who was way older than me, got me a phone to talk to some girls on Facebook. I sent this fine ass girl a request. She accepted it, I told her she was beautiful. We started talking and over time she earned my trust and she was just there for me whenever I needed to talk to someone. She knew exactly what to say or do to make me feel better. I still don't know how have actually feelings for someone who can't even meet up with me.

Although I was very skeptical about talking to girls over social media and not seeing them face to face for so long, she always managed to say something that would make sense and I'll just let it go. At first us seeing each other wasn't an issue because I was in prison for so many times, and each time she'd still be there for me telling me this isn't the life I need and always motivating me to do better, after seeing my mom cry when she visited me. I knew that that as my last time in there. She looked so drained and hurt, I knew I had to do better.

So when I was released from prison, she was happy to know I got my GED and planning on doing something right with my life. I just didn't tell her about Brandi because at the time I wasn't so serious about her because of the distance. I got released a few month's ago and she still didn't mean to meet up, all 6 months she has made excuses.

I was starting to believe maybe she got herself a man. I swear I'll kill anyone that she thinks she's dating besides me. I love Brandi. Even though I still fuck other hoes because she's not here physically but I love her to death. She didn't give up on me. She knows everything and how to handle everything. She got me enrolled in online classes for school, I even started my own business which is moving slow but hopefully it'll grow.

She changed my life for the better and I just want to see her, hug her and show her how much I appreciate her. And once I see her and I know this shit is real. All those hoes are gonna be cut off immediately.

I have 3 close friends in life the first one being Kevin but we call him Kev. We met in prison when it was my first time in prison coming from juvenile. We fought a few times but that's my homie now.