He Is Mine |Dave East ; Urban|

14.

Brianni

I decided to tag along and go with them because Zion was busy forcing and I didn't want everything turning out ugly whereas I will be forced to reveal my true identity by speaking and he will notice my voice.

I sat at the back while Didi took the front seat but Zion kept on stealing glances at me from that mirror and I was beginning to feel a little bit uncomfortable so I kept myself busy by being on Facebook.

I take back whatever I said about coming clean this guy makes me mad nervous that I literally tremble in his presence I don't think I'll be able to just come out with everything.

I don't understand why he was showing so much interest in me all of a sudden, I mean even if his feelings are sincere but honestly I don't think I am the type of girl that he wants.

I am not pretty enough I am a bit boring I enjoy being indoors enjoying my own company. I am very fond of isolation I am shy, my personality is off no interest it's too dull. All I do is sit in my room play dress up and makeup games then go to school and back. I'm have major insecurity issues which will bore him. It's better when we do everything over the phone than in real life when we talking over the phone or chatting he doesn't get to see me that's why I am comfortable there and I am able to be myself.

I was also scared over the fact that I have never done this before just disappearing like that. If I don't get home in the next 15 minutes my mother is gonna freak out. She knows that by I don't come home late unless If I had a late class and I am coming back from school. We weren't very vocal in the car he was playing music and singing along to the lyrcs, Brandi was starring out of the window.

While we were driving to whatever place that he was taking us too he played a song that made me more scared it was the exact same song that he would occasionally sing for me over the phone when he was locked up. "Look I don't trust nobody like I trust you. I know you'll never hurt me cause it'll hurt you. Everybody turn they back on me but you. And when I did time you was doing time too. Looking back at it, Hell what we went through. It's like I prayed for an angel and he sent you. They used to say you was a fool cause you loved me..."

Didi giggled. "Wow I like that song."

I felt putting something in her mouth! "you should because I sing it for you every now and then." He chuckled looking at her.

She started rocking herself back and forth as he continued singing and rapping to the song. He was singing the right song but he was singing it to the wrong girl. All I did was focus on my phone as to prevent creating a river of tears. I thought he was gonna take us to some fancy restaurant but surprisingly he took us out to some hood jazz restaurant well known here. I felt like crying because he remembered where I said I wanted our first date to be.

He told me he'd never go to no boring ass jazz restaurant because that's what pussy niggas do, but I told him about I want to experience my first date there with meaningful music and conversation.

There were a few cars parked at the entrance he parked his too next to them. Didi looked very disappointed. "Wow!" We got out of the car.

"And we're here." He said.

"are we picking up someone?" Didi asked him looking around.

He wasn't uunderstanding so he gave her a confused look. "What?"

"what are we doing here?" She asked annoyed looking around to see if people saw her already. "This place is definitely not my vibe or for me."

He put his hands in his pockets while maintaining his breath looking at her. "what you mean by that?" She didn't know what to say in return turn making my bladder full because of nerves. Why didn't I just choose Taela? She's way better than Brandi. He got a bit serious. "Brandi, what's going on?"
I looked up in the sky praying deep down that she doesn't give us away.

My phone saved the moment by ringing. I took it out and it was my mother. I have never found myself in such a situation one moment I am scared that I might get busted on the other hand I am scared of how I have disrespected my mother. "can we go in?" He asked annoyed.

She led the way he followed and I was the last one to follow. We made our way inside and it was a different environment for me people were drinking some were dancing others were ordering food. I loved the saxophone music playing. So I couldn't help but smile hard and he noticed then returned the smile.

We went and got ourselves a table. "what y'all gon eat?"  He said that while taking out his wallet. "you can go check the menu at the counter."

"I'll have anything that has chicken." She said. He looked at me and words failed me. "she will have what I'm having."

He continued looking at me for a few seconds before standing up and going to order. She looked at me. "what the fuck Brianni? What did you talk to him about?"

"nothing out of the ordinary." I was as confused as she is.

"Why is he acting like? Do you wanna get us killed?" She whisper yelled while quickly giving him glance. "Shhh he is coming back."

He came back and sat down. "gonna take at least 30 minutes." That was quick I don't even think that he ordered anything.

We both nodded. "okay" Didi spoke up.  One thing I have noticed about him is that he will look at you until you get uncomfortable he will never take his eyes off you and round about now his eyes were fixed on me.

Out of nowhere he burst. "you know what? Fuck it I'm tired of this"
He stood up and came to me he  grabbed my arm in a very rough manner.

"Wha-"

He gave her off with a death glare. "Shut yo hoe ass up!" She didn't say anything further looking scared.

He got me up from the chair. "Where are you taking her?" She asked getting up looking worried.

I was confused what the hell was going on? He dragged me out and all I could do was to portray my fear through my heart that was beating abnormally.

He unlocked his car and threw me in the front seat while banging the door. I was very scared I don't know this side of him. He's only been angry though a phone not face to face. He got to his seat and started his car then took off driving so fast I quickly put on my seatbelt. As much as I enjoy fast cars I was scared now.

As much as I was trying to contain myself but I couldn't anymore I was crying so bad that he pulled over. He looked at me. "why are you fucking with me, Brianni?" Brianni? How did he...? "you think that I am so much of a fool that I can't notice what's going on?"

He was very angry now. "I'm sorry Zion."

He buried his face in his hands that were resting on the wheel when I opened my mouth for the first time to speak to him face to face. "get out."

"Zion..."

"get out, Brianni." He said looking like he's about to murder me.

"Zion pl... plea... please" I pleaded.

"get out of my fucking car! Right now before I drag yo lying ass out!" He raised his voice.

I understand that his angry but he is gonna leave me in a place that I didn't know? And it's late at night. He threw Brandi's phone at me it landed painfully on my chest. "give yo hoe ass sister her phone."

It was best to get out before he hurts me. I opened the door and got out. He took off immediately after I closed the door. I was so confused hurt and disorganized that I found myself walking in the middle of an empty road  it was really dark only thing on was the streetlights. "Oh God please help me." I cried panicking.