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Brianni

I thought that maybe what happened last night between me and Zion was gonna be sorted this morning. My reaction to everything that was brought up into light by Brandi hurt me to a point were irrationality clouded my judgment leading to a premature break up between us. But my emotions and everything didn't let me even think it through.

I wanted to own up to what I said last night I wanted us to at least talk about everything when we wake up but silence creeped in like a thief we couldn't even say two words to each other that's how deep and messed up the situation was.

The morning came I was about to take a Lyft ride but he offered to take me home. We showered separately and got dressed separately. My face looked bad from all that crying. He slept on the couch yesterday so I didn't sleep from crying all night.

 He slept on the couch yesterday so I didn't sleep from crying all night

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The drive home was extremely quiet I was staring out of the window with a broken heart and fighting tears from falling I remained in that position throughout the whole journey

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The drive home was extremely quiet I was staring out of the window with a broken heart and fighting tears from falling I remained in that position throughout the whole journey.

The more pain that reflected with every breath I took, the more my heart bled. If someone told me earlier that love can hurt this much I probably would've made a different choice I probably wouldn't have fallen for him. Or even entertained any man. I wouldn't have even started that stupid Brandi account.

What hurt more is that he took my virginity something that I hold very dear to my heart. I knew shit was real when the car drove in my street this was it Zion and I we were done.

He parked next to the gate I opened the door got out of the car. I was about to take my bags when he spoke up. "I got the bags." I nodded then went inside. All I wanted right now was to be in my bed. I opened the door. I had called my mother before we left and she told me that she wasn't going to work today.

I made my way into her bedroom I flung the door open she was sitting on her bed praying. She stopped when she saw me and her eyes focused on me. I took off my sunglasses and made my to her I sat next to her and rested my head on her chest and sighed.

"I'm so sorry Brianni." I am sure that the most painful thing to a parent is seeing their child heartbroken and not knowing what to do or how to help them. "It's gonna be okay. I promise you that."

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