To the one who loved me

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by jaymharmie

by jaymharmie

Dear ......

I hurt the one who loved me
The one who loved me in spite of all my flaws
The one who saw all the good in me
All the goodness i didn't even deserve
The one who feel in love with every little thing about me
The one who was content with just knowing me in case our feelings would ruin everything.
The kind of connection that was real and rare
The one who promised never to hurt me
The one who toke every opportunity to make me feel special
The one who was willing to be a better person everyday
The one who spent precious moments just staring into my eyes and smiling at my shyness
The one who thought i was too
important to lose
Yet
I lost it all
I lost the one i never intended to hurt.
The one whose love i belittled
The one whose intentions i constantly misjudged.
Yes
It was all my fault
I wanted to kind of love i wasn't ready to accept.
I wanted the very thing i was scared to receive.
Do you still hate me or would oneday forgive me?
Do you still read our chats and reminisce those memories.
Do you still miss our late night conversations and comfortable silences.
Do you still miss the girl you wanted me to be?
I hurt the one that loved me and now we're people with a past
We're people with hidden scars
We're strangers who know everything about each other.
~midnighttales