I was hesitant, conscious
to show you my scars.
You were strong for the two of us. Dried my tears
soothing my heart with flimsy words.
Thinking of you made me smile.
I would gaze the sky's eyes
wishing you were here .
People mattered , but I couldn't help it
you where my addiction.
You didn't even need to try so hard,your smile and comments alone was enough to make me smile.
I loved your smile though I wasn't the reason for it.
loved your presence though I wasn't the one you longed to see.
Words underestimated my love for you.
I was afraid to lose someone so precious to me
but
fate had other plans.
~Jayne