"It's a bit too late for that, huh?" || SaiOuma/OumaSai ANGST

Prologue; Thoughts

"...I'm sorry by the way..."

"But it's a bit too late for that."

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Thoughts, an act of considering or remembering someone or something. That's all that's been happening inside my brain lately, thoughts on politics, thoughts on work, thoughts on relationships, thoughts on disease, thoughts on economics, thoughts on life.  Life itself is priceless, yet it can be treated like dirt. The killing game treated human life like trash, and threw it away for others' entertainment. I can't believe I signed myself up for something like that, I don't want to believe the others would do that either. 

Even if they did want to join, there is one person I am curious about still. I will never know why they joined or who they were before. I will never know why they did what they did, nor will I understand their logic. 

It's a bit too late for that.. 

Since they're dead. 

I couldn't save them, I could've saved all of them. Yet, I couldn't and they're all dead. 

Why am I so fucking useless..?

There were 16 of us, how did only 3 make it out alive? What kind of person was I like before? What kind of people were they like before?

 Those are the questions that will never be answered, or so I thought.

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I jolted upwards, my chest heaving up and down heavily while the navy and teal sheets that were just covering me flew with me.

Ah.. just another dream..

I didn't know why, but I kept having the same dream each night.

In this dream, the events from the fifth murder plays like on TV. I'm just having to watch it happen, and I can't do anything to stop it no matter what I try to do. It's like I'm watching the show. They can't hear me, see me, nothing! And I have to hear every single word they say, see every move they make. I wish I could stop it from happening, but I'm forced to just sit there and watch. Each time I watch, I'm reminded that I didn't pay attention to what he was doing before that and it hurts knowing I could have done something for him. I could have done something for all of them. 

It hurts having to watch anyone die, but I've seen it so many times.

In the end he tried to do a good thing, and he ended up being key in ending the killing game. I wish I could've thanked him. 

I shook my head, I didn't notice I was lost in thought nor did I have time to think about that or I'd be late for work.

I crawled out of my bed with a stumble and headed to the bathroom. I looked at the guy in the mirror, what a wreck. I stripped and turned on the shower, you obviously don't need details on how I washed myself or something like that. After getting some undergarments on and drying off, I walked over to my closet. I decided to take out a light grey sweater with semi-long sleeves, and some black jeans. I got some earrings that looked similar to Rantaro's and put them on one ear. 

(Timeskip brought to you by lost footage of Rantaro being a Karen)

I closed my car door shut, and proceeded to lock my car before heading inside my agency. As I walked in, I was greeted by my co-workers. We said our hellos as we passed each other by. When I finally made my way to my office, I practically fell back into my chair. I closed my eyes for a second and took the time to think about some things. 

My mind wandered from Kokichi, to Kaito, to Kaede, to Tsumugi, then to Danganronpa.

I just let my mind wander as I got ready to look at some cases.

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THIS IS SO SHORT, I'M SO SORRY AHHH

I HAVE AN IDEA OF HOW TO START IT AND STUFF LIKE THAT, BUT I NEEDED A PROLOGUE SHDDHBDNSSHSBSBSBH

I PROMISE THIS IS NOT WHAT THIS BOOK WILL BE LIKE ;-;

THIS IS MY FIRST FANFIC, I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT IM DOING LMAO

ANYWAYS

I hope you do enjoy this story, I will try to post when I can. Knowing me, I might either totally give up on this or I'll forget about it. I'm also very busy, so this will mostly be done on my free days (BASICALLY ANY DAY OTHERS THAN THURSDAY AND SATURDAY) But no promises of when exactly I might update it, seeing as it took me almost 2 months to do the Prologue and Chapter 1. I don't want to rush this as it's my first book, plus when I do release one or two chapters I want it to be the best I could have made it. 

I take suggestions and tips! Please give me feedback, I really want to be able to make this as enjoyable for my readers as I can! I don't really appreciate hate, I'm new to this and probably going to make a shit ton of mistakes. Have a great day! 

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So I'm going to rewrite this and make it better if I can-

(I'm pretty sure chapter 1 is a lot better than the prologue ;-; okay bye)