Discarded

chapter 26

Courtney

As we arrived Arianas home, I guided her to her bedroom where she laid down. It was pretty cold tonight so I took a blanket and covered her up.

„I'ma be downstairs just making some food. I didn't eat anything" I said to her wiping the tears out her face.
„Should I bring you something baby?" I questioned and she shook her head.
„Okay try to sleep don't be scared. Good night"

I closed the door walking downstairs into the kitchen. I missed her. Jordyn was one of my best friends even though we didn't know that long. She was a woman with whom you could have so much fun. She's fantastic.

A few tears rolled down my cheek while I took some pudding out of the fridge.

At the moment it was 4 am. I was still awake watching ‚Too Hot To Handle' when suddenly I heard somebody screaming.

Immediately I recognized where the noise came from and I ran upstairs into Arianas room.

She was sleeping but crying and screaming.

„D-Don't go" she mumbled before she screamed again.

„Ariana wake up" I said shaking her shoulder.
„Please don't leave me"
„Please Ari wake up" I responded but she kept screaming.

Suddenly her eyes shut wide opened at me.

„Everything's fine" I pulled her into a hug letting her cry into my neck. I felt pain in my heart.

I went trough a lot of things with her. Breakups—Deaths—Violence. I knew what she was went trough but I couldn't feel the same pain she felt. She loves her and I don't know how she would live without her. She couldn't handle it anymore.

„What did you dreamt" I questioned but knowing about whom it was.
„S-She d-died" she mumbled and looked at her.
„She didn't. She's still here."

She let out a louder sob with so much pain.

„She's gonna be fine I promise you" I said and kissed her head.

I went trough her hear and after 10 minutes I noticed she fell asleep.

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Ariana

I was awake since 6 am and now it was 9. I was ready. I took a shower, put some make up on and I was ready seeing my baby again. This was my worst night. I never felt so weak, so helpless. Without her my life was a nothing. No colors and no love.

Courtney didn't sleep the whole night so I didn't wake her. I decided to drive to the hospital on my own.

When I arrived I walked to the doctor who was standing in the front of Jordyns room.

„Good morning" I said with a weak smile.
„Oh Good morning Mrs. Grande, we just gave Jordyn the infusion so she'll wake up in around 1-2 hours." I nodded thankfully.

„How's she doing?" I questioned.
„Well, the surgery was successful, there are no damages on the brain or other organs. The stents are placed and they're doing their job. We did it great. When Mrs. Davis is awake we're gonna talk about everything."

He went away and I entered the room. Today there wasn't so many machines and cables. She didn't have a tube in her mouth anymore just this thing in her nose. I took her hand kissing the palm of it.

„Good morning my love" I mumbled looking at her.
„I didn't sleep well—you weren't by my side. I had a nightmare. I know you're sleeping but I wanna tell you. They told me you're dead and I couldn't handle the world without you. You know—it was a dream but imagine a dream without you is bad. I was so fucking scared to loose you. You're my everything."

She was sleeping peacefully. I just wanna wake up next to her again. Feeling her body beside me. Hearing her beautiful laugh.

I noticed that she moved her index finger a bit again. Maybe she could hear me.

„I love you Jordyn"

After a hours I was still in her waiting for her to wake up.

Suddenly-

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That's garbage :) I know hahaha but the next chapter is coming. I'm just a little stressed because I'm preparing everything for my birthday this Saturday. This bitch is turning 18:) HAHAHAH LEGAL AGE HERE IM EUROPE :D

Anyways...you know you have to follow my babe softiebutera ❤️❤️