Discarded

chapter 46

Jordyn

„Hello? Is there somebody?" I heard a voice as I woke up. I looked around and saw that I was still in the toilet. Why the fuck? Why the fuck did I fell asleep in the bathroom.

It was just a bad dream. I placed my hand on my forehead feeling the sweat dripping down. Wow.

I have 15 minutes left? I need to propose the love of my life.

„Yeah yeah um yeah I'm" I stuttered. I got out and saw one of Ari's dancers.

„Is everything okay Jordyn? Should I call Ariana? You look like you were crying" she responded but I immediately shook my head.

„No! No everything's fine. Don't tell her anything!" I begged and she nodded.

I made my way out and got into the backstage where Arianas dressing room was. A last deep breath filled my lungs as I knocked a few times on the door.

„Come in" I heard the most angelic voice speaking.

I looked a last time at the bouquet I bought her and got in.

„Surprise" I yelled as I looked at her.

Her eyes widened, a big smile appeared on her lips.

„Baby?" she got up and I pulled her in a tight hug.
„You're really here" she added before looking at me as I caressed her cheek.

„I'm here" I said and placed my lips on hers. They felt so soft, so beautiful. So sweet.

„You made it" I nodded.

I couldn't tell her that I wasn't at my moms. Some people would now say, that I should be confused because of the dream. But I'm not! I'm so fucking sure about this about our relationship. I know that we're so strong together. And I know how much we love each other.

I placed a few kisses all over her face.

„You're so beautiful" I whispered. I felt a smile against my skin, her face buried in my neck.

„I missed you my love" she pouted and I giggled.
„i missed you too, are you still mad at me?" I asked and she shook her head with a smile.

After a few minutes sitting on the couch, her head leaned against my chest she looked up at me.

„Is your mom okay?"
„My mo—ohhh, yeah. Yeah, yeah yeah she's—uhm—she's good she's doing very very fine" I stuttered and she smiled.

I pecked her lips before she got up and took on her outfit.

„You gonna watch me, aren't you?" she questioned wrapping her arms around my neck.
„Of course I will"

I kissed her passionately as both of us got out.

„I GOT YOUR CANDY" Tiley yelled and I let out a laugh. He handed me some skittles and I gave him a faked-mad gaze.

„So—that's it?"
„You're so mean" he pouted as I pulled him in a hug.

„Ariana you're on in 3" someone yelled and we made a circle holding each other's hands.

„We're gonna kick this venue, we'll make it" Ariana said and we cheered.

She pecked my lips the last time before she disappeared on stage hearing thousand of fans screaming.

Okay now I'm nervous. Very nervous. I'll propose her during ‚breathin'.

The first song was ‚Thank you Next'. I sang as I watched from behind. She looked a few times at me winking and smiling.

„Are you nervous" Courtney asked and I nodded.
„You're gonna make it. And you're gonna make her so happy Jor, I don't know where she would be if she didn't find you" she uttered, holding back my tears.

After a few songs it was time. It was the moment.

„Just keep—breathin and breathing and bre" she sang as I cut her off.

They gave me the mic and I went on stage.

„Hello everyone" I said as I got on stage everyone cheering.
„How're you doing tonight?"

„I know it's a little bit awkward—I'm here on stage—I sing like garbage—but—" I took a deep breath in.

„I'm here because of a reason"

„I know you say to keep on breathing, but with me by your side—you don't need to breath alone, because I'll always be by your side" I said into the mic looking over to Ariana who looked at me with a smile but in shock.

„You don't have to go alone trough problems—trough the hard time in your life. You never ever have to go trough this again. I won't let it happen."

„I know I can't replace the spot on your finger with you Mac tattoo. I probably never will. But that's okay. I wanna promise you one thing Ari. You're the love of my life. You changed me in a good human—you keep me living on and waking up with a smile. You're the reason I'm still here—you were there when I was sick and weak." she wiped her tears away.

„I want you to know that you're my everything. Every time I'm laying on your chest, hearing you heartbeat, it calms me down. Your heartbeat, your voice are music to my ears. The way you look at me makes me smile even though it's a bad situation"

„I should stop talking because—because you know how fucking much I love you Ariana" I yelled a little bit and the fans cheered even louder.

„I wasn't at my mothers place— I was here waiting for you. Because I wanted to make this"

„I won't get on one knee because you know that traditions are old. But—" I walked over to her looking her into her eyes. I took out the little box and opened it.

„Ariana Grande-Butera, do you wanna marry me?"

The fans cheered but got silent waiting for Arianas reaction. Her hands were placed over her mouth and her eyes glossy.

„Yes! Hundred times yes! I wanna marry you" she screamed in the mic and now the whole crowd was so fucking loud oh my god.

I took the ring out and slid it on her finger as she begun the cry in my arms.

„I love you Ariana" I whispered into her ear.
„I love you too" she cried and I smiled.

I pulled her in for a long passionate kiss resting my hands on her waist.

„JORDYN IS MY FUCKING FIANCÉE" Ariana yelled into the mic and everyone laughed.

„And now keep on fucking the venue, I love you all I love you Ariana, sorry for interruption—sorry for my crackhead voice, should I sing a little?" I laughed at the last part. They screamed yes and I chuckled.

„You, You love it how I move you, you love it how I touch you my one, when all is said and done, you believe food is my life, after Ariana of course" I sang and joked.

„Thank you guys" I spoke the last time before pecking Arianas lips and turning back walking into the backstage.

„A big applause for my fucking Fiancée"

„Che cazzo, my top is tattered" she said didn't know that her mic was still on"

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Maybe it wasn't something special...but it's cute though🥺 I hope you enjoyed and liked it🦋